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kelsea

we'll never know what couldve been..

About Me

well..ive changed my mind ALOT..but i think i finally got it figured out after talking 2 my cousin..I think im gonna be a nurse..yes..and im already 19 yrs old..im old! i need 2 go and fast..lets see..i have my sister whos 22 yrs old and getting married in sept. which im very happy for her..altho its kinda scary growing up..for me atleast..it all happened so fast..and i kind of regret the last couple years of my life..theres no going back now tho. i guess thats what i get for making mistakes...so im kinda stuck here not knowing what to do..and picturing the rest of my life..and its freaking me out. but we all go thru it..so i think i can handle. i live w.my mamy and papy..yes i still do..but who doesnt? then theres justin...me and him have been 2gether for like 7 months..effin crzy..me bf? never..! but i love my family and the friends that are actually REAL. i pretty much just said screw the ppl that are gay..yes..i need 2 move on w. my life.. well idk i guess thats about it..mhm*love you all*
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My Interests

being outside..swimming most def.. playing the piano ..even tho mine is GONE!:( my music..love it..hanging out w. matt karen and justin..yes..hmm
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I'd like to meet:

lmao the whole frickin cast of roseanne..yah i know this im a nerdy person..but i LOVE roseanne.

Music:

i 3 glassjaw, garbage, die trying, bleed the dream,10 years, 3 days grace, 30 seconds to mars, 3rd eye blind, alanis morrisette, all american rejects, angels and airwaves, armor for sleep, at the drive-in, the audition, avenged sevenfold, bayside, ben folds five, best interest, billy talent, blink 182, boxcar racer, brand new, breaking benjamin, brazil, cartel, damien rice, dark new day, days away, finch, flyleaf, fm static, the fray, from autumn to ashes, ff2l, gatsby's american dream, goo goo dolls, gym class heroes, halifax, hawthorne heights, hidden in plain view, hinder, houston calls, jacks mannequin, mcr, the used, new years day, nickelback, nightmare of you, nirvana, northstar, oasis, panic at the disco, paramore, plain white t's..the red jumpsuit apparatus, relient k, SAOSIN!!!!! seether, silverstein, the smash-up, snow patrol, so they say, socialburn, something corporate, the spill canvas, spitalfield, staind, straylight run, sugarcult, system of a down, the academy is, a thorn for every heart, thursday, taking back sunday, thrice, trapt, unwritten law, valencia, gratitude, motion city soundtrack, mxpx, rise against, lydia, alexisonfire, funeral for a friend, the sounds, name taken, recover, murder by death, mae, hopesfall, yesterdays rising...umm and MORE!!! def..CHIODOS

Movies:

alpha dog..hm

Television:

roseanne..duh..im pretty much obsessed.

Books:

The lovely bones

Heroes:

i have alot of heroes..and ppl i look up 2..that probly dnt look at me as ne thing ne more..everythings changed..ive lost alot of ppl..and parts are my fault..and the others i just dnt know. The person i look up to the most is my sister..how shes done w. college..getting married..has her own place..she really did well out there..and im so proud of her, i wish i had the courage even to be like that, altho im nowhere close to that...and i love her to death! i also look up to my cousin tristynna..i can honestly say that shes the best friend ive ever had thruout my whole life basically..except for the past couple of years we never get 2 see each other ne more..sad..but i still love her..and her baby...she is SO strong..another thing i wish i could be..i love her for that..i frickin love you tristynna!! and my mom and dad..i really didnt give them enough credit for EVERYTHING they have done for me its ridiculous..and i still found time 2 blame them for stuff that was really my fault..im sry for everything i have done..and i love them both 2 death..idk what id do w.out them..and then theres justin..ive never really had a *real* bf so to say..hes like the longest ive ever had..yah..crzy..we argue..fight..alot..but then again he is the nicest guy in the world to me..nobody has really ever loved me like he does..idk its confusing..everythings confusing.