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Suburban Me.

binding_lazarus

About Me

"Speak without offending. Listen without defending." Weill Zarin:: a young man waiting for his completion. In the news, I keep hearing about the "cycle of violence."
It reminded me that when I was a kid I had one of them, too.
After school I used to pedal it around the neighborhood, hitting other kids over the head with a big steel pipe. I'll pretend that I want you for what is on the inside
But when I get inside I'll just want to get out
I'm your first and last deposit through sickness and in hell
I'll never you promise you a garden, you'll just water me down When I said "we" I know I meant "me"
And when I said "sweet" I meant "dirty" I'm unsafe
I won't repent
So I memorize the words to the porno movies
It's the only thing I want to believe
This is a new religion to me I never believed the devil was real
But God couldn't make someone filthy as you You are the church, and I am the steeple
When we fuck, we are all God's people

My Interests

Reading
Writing
Music: mainly melodic metal
Movie theaters
Friends && family
Romantic getaways
Tattoo's && piercings

Music:

Metal:: It's my everything.
Industrial is my life.
Melodic-Death is my love.
Melodic-Black is my heart.
Classic/Power is my soul. [1]: Nightwish
[2]: In Flames
[3]: Deathstars
[4]: Scar Symmetry
[5]: The Kovenant

Movies:

[1]: Pan's Labyrinth
[2]: Transformers
[3]: National Treasure 1 + 2
[4]: Clue
[5]: Ghost in the Shell 1 + 2

Books:

I'm a major bookworm
I read the following:
+Manga
+Yaoi
+Comic Books
+Religious Texts
+Science Fiction
+Realistic Fantasy
+Mystery/Thriller
+Biographies

My Blog

Frozen Ashes to Burning Wings.

We are always searching. Always. Whether we know what we search for, or if it remains a mystery forever, we are always searching for IT. IT controls us, binds us, and eventually blinds us. But for wha...
Posted by Suburban Me. on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:09:00 PST

What I am looking for in a partner.

This si what I'm looking for in a life-partner, as well as the things I don't want or will not tolerate in a serious relationship. I'm not looking for something casual. If you can't buckle down and be...
Posted by Suburban Me. on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 12:35:00 PST

With everything gone, and no where to turn.

You know, times have been hard. For me and everybody around me. Life has it's ups and downs, and by God's quite humorful, but seemingly cruel, nature, I'm stuck in quite a rut, with no where to turn. ...
Posted by Suburban Me. on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 11:38:00 PST

On the Phelps family:: how to love those who hate us.

I am sure a majority of us know who the Phelps family is, and what they stand for and against. Some say that they are the most hated family in Amercia, others completely agree with their reasoning and...
Posted by Suburban Me. on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 05:53:00 PST

This makes me sick.

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Posted by Suburban Me. on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 01:17:00 PST

Becoming future.

As we hold our hands, united in silent doubt,We often forget, as humans, what anything's all about.We stand as one divided against itselfFalling apart, in need of helpOnce we were so strong. Oh, how w...
Posted by Suburban Me. on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 12:27:00 PST

Of times gone past

Throughout all of these yearsThrough the sunsets and myriad of tearsI've held my own hand through doubtFamine, plauges, and drought.Though betrayal haunts my footsteps for all eternityI've come to acc...
Posted by Suburban Me. on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 02:49:00 PST

The American Dream. The American God.

Who are we and what have we become?? Leeches I say. Leeches. As a society, we prey upon the things that make us human, and we devour it until we will have nothing left to graze upon. We as a society h...
Posted by Suburban Me. on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:43:00 PST

On Homosexuality.

For the record, I did not conglomerate these quotes or ideas. This idea was NOT mine, nor did I have any part in it. I found it to be very true, funny, and to-the-point. Enjoy!!1) Why is it that, as a...
Posted by Suburban Me. on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 09:32:00 PST

Abomination

[Influenced by the songs Ten Thousand Strong - Iced Earth, and The End of All Hope - Nightwish, and taken from my idea for a videogame, entitled Abomination]We all stood side by side. Man for man. Sol...
Posted by Suburban Me. on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 05:00:00 PST