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Im an opportunist if youre a lush.

so I hate you, hate you. despite the fact i'll try to make you love me

About Me

hi, this is colin, if you want to know anything... just ask, i dont feel like writing anything. other than im a nice guy who is just trying to find his place in life, that is if there is a place for me
AIM = RobertSmithLied7
YaHOO = Roller4lyfe13

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My Interests

rollerblading , life in general, snowboarding, partying, being active, meeting cool new people, cars, i like to watch TLC, Discovery and the History channel... or news.. yea im weird

I'd like to meet:

i'm not on here to meet a specific person.. im on here juss to meet anyone and everyone...
someone to make me not bored...
someone with the same interests...
someone i could possibly date...
someone i would have a good time with...
someone i could be myself with...
someone who could make me feel special...
someone who cares...
someone who i could learn from or they could learn from me

IF YOU ARE SOMEONE LIKE THIS... talk to me... immediately

Facebook me!
Rocks thud against battered bodies.
One must die to see life.
Take me. Strike me down. Let me bleed. Let them see.
Rejoicing in what’s happened to me.
Let my screams attract you all. My call is your great fall.
One must sacrifice his life to save his tribe.
Better one than all.
Captured by a lie and put to death by his own brother.
You will be saved from death.
By my price I paid for your sins on the cross.
I will purify you and give you life.
My sin, my shame, takes its toll on my heart.
Oh how I long to be pure. Purify me Lord.
Take my pain away. Purify me.
Daddy where are you? Take my pain away.
Cover me in your precious blood. I came to this world.
I bled. I will save your soul. I bled. I will give you new life. I bled. I will give you peace now. I bled.

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Music:

The Doors, Taking Back Sunday, Fall Out Boy, SVEN KASZTA, Senses Fail, The Academy Is..., Hidden In Plain View, Ben Forrest Parker, The Oprahs, The Juliana Theory, Jamison Parker, Letter Kills, Funeral for a Friend, Atreyu, The Used, Brand New, Dream Theater, The Postal Service, And Many many more...

Movies:

Blow, Gladiator, School of Rock, Rudy, Boondock Saints, American History X, Higher Learning, Clockwork Orange, lots of movies, just cant remember them all..

Television:

aqua teen hunger force, Scare Tactics, any history stuff that interests me, Overhaulin, Rides, Pimp my Ride, any show involving cars...

Books:

catch-22
Closing Time by Joseph Heller
1984 by George Orwell
The Masquerade
The Jester
Black Boy
The Doomsday Conspiracy

Heroes:

the 12 apostles, Jesus Christ, God, ARLO, anyone in the rollerblading industry, anyone making a good living following their heart and dreams

My Blog

justice? i guess...

Milwaukee man charged in shooting deathA Milwaukee man was charged Tuesday with shooting a man to death over an argument stemming from an exchange of dirty looks. Nicholas Alexander Lee, 19, had just...
Posted by Im an opportunist if youre a lush. on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 03:40:00 PST

insignificant=ME

Im leaving again For the second time alright You better believe That this was all just a joke to me And as I look down on them I repeat these words in my head They never heard a sound out of my mout...
Posted by Im an opportunist if youre a lush. on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 10:06:00 PST

this whole... first impression thing

    well apparently... i suck at first impressions... the last couple people i have met... we'll hang out once... then im ignored... theres never a second chance or anything... idk im j...
Posted by Im an opportunist if youre a lush. on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 10:55:00 PST

looking for a commitment

I've been thinking.. and i know for sure that i want a commited relationship... once i find someone who wants the same... and i know i cant just go out and look for a relationship... they just tend to...
Posted by Im an opportunist if youre a lush. on Tue, 06 Sep 2005 09:29:00 PST

atreyu always seems to take the words out of my mouth

Crystal clear I see the rose is frail The thorns hide easily in its beauty as I go to grasp it in my hand My heart is torn beating from my chest Let me be captivated By your beauty Then let m...
Posted by Im an opportunist if youre a lush. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i thought a lot today

so today, was almost like revolutionary to a point. it was amazing, just chilling with one of my best friends, just talking about anything and everything, it made me realize how selfish, and negative ...
Posted by Im an opportunist if youre a lush. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

wow

this week.. has been really hard. and its only tuesday.. idk i t hink its been this whole month.. i forgot to take my pills... a couple days and now its hitting hard.. im juss soo depressed lately... ...
Posted by Im an opportunist if youre a lush. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i finally got to skate

i skated yesterday.. boy was it swell... haha idk i was watchin lassie... umm yea i went skating and we found a whole new setup to an old place we skate.. and it has amazed us how much better we got.....
Posted by Im an opportunist if youre a lush. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

confusion to the masses

well. this is my first entry into this journal, im not sure how many posts i will make. but what i have on my mind has been on my mind for a long time. i have no luck.. period. In the origins of a ...
Posted by Im an opportunist if youre a lush. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST