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the one that got away

Faith; close your eyes and enjoy the flight.

About Me

I am not one who waits around for a Prince Charming to sweep me off my feet and come complete me. I am called for a greater purpose then to wait in a tall tower for the white knight to come save me on his noble steed. I'd rather be a warrior out on the battlefield serving and fighting for His cause. I am a free spirit meant to be left untamed. Using that, I choose to strive ambitiously towards His goal like I am the last tool for Him to use on this earth (that He choose to use) for His great plans. I want to chase after that with all of my heart. I want to strive to be in relationship with Him just like those in the Bible and maybe even surpass. I want to be entirely His and may He do as He pleases with me; I am not afraid to stand for Him. God, I am Yours to claim and for You, I live untamed.If you want to know about me in a nut shell: -Love God, Love family, Love people. -Compassion runs thick in my veins and no matter what you've done, what you're doing or what you will do, I'm going to love on you for just for whom you are. -I am all about equality; no matter your race, your sex, your social class or your back ground. You're equal in God's eyes so you're equal in mine. Some good lovin' Agape Love- That's what I'm all about and I give all the props and glory up to my One and Only Creator. I'm not afraid to be genuine, I am not afraid to be truthful, and even more, I am not afraid to be loving. "God, I will be strong and courageous and will do what You have asked me to do. I will not fear or be dismayed, because You are with me and You will not fail me or forsake me." adapted from Chronicles 28:20.

My Interests

I am someone who's made a lot of mistakes and been forgiven of them. I fall short but, I chose to give God my best. I've chosen the life that He's planned over my own conquest that's got a destination for failure. I chose to give my full life to Him for His use. I make mistakes, I mess up, but one thing you can lay your life on me for is I'll never give up, I'll always try. I am a simple woman with the never ending goal of going after God's own heart. I've never been drunk, never had sex, and never been on any drug; no matter how many times you've done wrong, how many men you've killed, how many you've slept with- As far as we're concerned, your sins and mine are on the same level. There's a saying which says, "Friends will love you for who you were, who you are and who you will be." That applies with me. I take people for who they are, and want to see them as who they were made to be, not what society wants to view them as. I get so stoked whenever I see some one being true to that or just finding out who they really are made as! I encourage doing that a lot because it brings out the best part of people when they're being themselves. And hey, I will love you for you, just being you!(And yea, ofcourse- God will too) God's an awesome phenomenal God. He's there for you, He listens, He wants to hear all that you've got to say and he's with you the whole way. The best place to hide, seek refuge, & the best place to be loved...-I have always found to be in God's arms.

"Be strong, vigorous, and very courageous. Be not afraid, neither be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9 When He's done, You'll find me still standing tougher and stronger then ever because of that one and only amazing God.

I'd like to meet:

God, any man or woman who can try to be/live 1 corinthians 13. Steve Irwin, Audrey Herpburn, Joyce Meyers, any person who can run after God with all of their heart and take up their cross. This layout was handmade with love by the folks at My space or yours? Go get one!

Music:

Nine Alps, Snow Patrol, Augustanna, Family Force 5, Barlow Girl, Rebecca St. James, The Silver Linings, Yui, Take That, Coldplay, Matthew West, Relient K, Disney, Toby Mac, Krystal Meyers, Newsboys, Echoing Angels, Rough Draft,Fight the good fight, Group 1 Crew, U 2, The Beatles, Elestcy, Casting Crowns, Frank Sinatra, Michael Buble, t.A.T.u & Rammstein, Celtic Woman, Enigma, One Republic, Irish/Japanese/Celtic music(or just foreign all around), soundtracks like Pirates of the Carribean, Beautiful mind, Parent Trap, Legend of Zelda, or Full Metal Alchemist. - to name a few

Movies:

Star dust, Boondock Saints, Batman series, Laurel & Hardy, Audrey Hepburn movies, Amelie, Gene Kelly movies, Red Skelton movies, (Anything late 30's, 1940s-1950's).

Television:

Steve Irwin, 24, heros, C.S.I, House, History channel w/Gramps, Wonderless w/Kyle, Naruto, bleach, surf channel. Riiiiighteous, ride on John.. Next adrenaline rush:

Books:

Bible, I kissed dating Goodbye, The Shack, Authors: Josh Harris, Joyce Meyers, Joni Tada, T.S Elliot, William Shakespeare, -Jesus Freak series by D.C Talk, Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren, Foreplay, She walked with Jesus, John Ortberg books, Guy meets Girl;Hello to courtship, old journals, & mi beeeble.

Heroes:

God, Dad & Mum, My grand parents, Any man who can wait for his wife or any woman who can wait for her husband, Mother Teresa, Steve Irwin, Audrey Hepburn, Nick Anderson, Drew Pyburn, Wes Comfort, Rachel Joy Scott, James Dean, & Jane Seymore. "For attractive lips,speak words of kindness.. For lovely eyes,seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise,walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed,revived,reclaimed,and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember,if you ever need a helping hand,you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older,you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself,and the other for helping others." "People are often unreasonable,illogical and self-centred Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you. Be honest and frank anyway. If you find serenity and happiness,they may be jealous Be happy anyway. The good you do today,people will often forget tomorrow Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have,and it may never be enough Give the world the best you've got anyway. In the final analysis,it is between you and God It was never between you and them anyway."Don't worry girls, the men that God protects you from is for a reason; "I've run through the fields in search of the wildest of wildflowers and only heaven knows that I've missed the sweetest rose." "Run after God with all of your heart, and see who's running beside you." A woman's heart should be so much in God that a man has to seek Him first in order to find her.'When you see the bird in the cage, open the door. If it flies away then comes back, you know it was always yours. If it should not ever return, then it was never yours to have to begin with.'-Dad

My Blog

Unbreakable

God/Abba/Daddy-    I just got you back. This is my plead. I am done- I've dropped every thing, every one and am coming to run after you. Protect me. I only want your heart and no one elses. ...
Posted by the one that got away on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 11:05:00 PST

To be blind, to be deaf, to be mute, to be without beauty

Last fall I met a woman, by the name of Lily, who was going blind. There was something I envied about her doing so. Sometimes, it's easier to see with out your eyes, easier to hear without your ears, ...
Posted by the one that got away on Mon, 12 May 2008 12:09:00 PST

What I’m after

I want to be torn down. Right here, right now. Demolished, deconstructed and renovated. Every single cell- every single thought, every single part of me. I want to take what it was made into and what ...
Posted by the one that got away on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 07:21:00 PST

My Ethics, My Codes of Life

             Ethics vary with environment, circumstances, and culture. In my own life, ethics play a major role. Whether it was because of the way...
Posted by the one that got away on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 12:48:00 PST

Heart of an Untamed

Untamed...:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O />     unsynchronized; natural state: not tamed or domesticated or cultivated, non-conforming.   It's in my application of identity written ou...
Posted by the one that got away on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 06:10:00 PST