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Sir Bunny

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About Me

I'm tired...and not because it is one o'clock in the morning. I'm sick of being afraid all of the time. Why is it that we live this life in fear of happiness and loves, when all that really matters are those things that we fear most? I suppose there is good reason for our fear; rejection, hate, apathy, misery, despair...the list goes on and on, but in all fairness, those things are perfect in their own way. Would love really be as sweet if hate did not exist? How about acceptance without rejection? We need certain things in this life, and the bad has to come with the good, right? Anyway, I don't want to be afraid anymore. I want to run out into the street and shout out to the world that I love. Maybe a person or object, but the important thing is that I do love, and I hate...and that is a beautiful thing. Why is that not enough? We all have the desire to be desired, or even more, to be loved, but most of us take it for granted when it is there...usually because we cannot return it the way that it is wanted. We can love someone with everything we have, and if it is not returned, we beat ourselves up about it...yet we turn a blind eye to the one that adores us the same way we wrap ourselves up over the object of our affections. Why do we kill ourselves this way? Why can't we all just sleep easy knowing that we are loved, even if we don't see it the way that they do. I believe that, as Francois Duc de la Rochefoucauld put it in his Maxims, no disguise can hide love for long where it exists, nor feign it where it does not (that is number 70 by the way). Therefore it is impossible to create a feeling about someone unless it is already there, and there is no point in killing yourself over it. Unfortunately, that is much easier said than done. I guess what it all really comes down to is whether or not people want to start being real with themselves, or if they want to continue to live in fear? I am tired of living in fear of love, and I don't believe I will do it anymore. I love you all, and I hope that you know that. There are some out there that I desire romantically, but I'll be alright if it is not there for you...it is truly alright, but that doesn't mean that I can stop caring, and I hope you all know that. Sleep well, my friends, and I hope that all is well in the different corners of the world that you are in. I will leave you all with a quote...perhaps not a good one, but one of my own none the less... I have loved, been hurt, and lost, but that does not mean that I will give up. I will continue to love, because that is all that I really can do...no more, no less.

My Interests

Everything interests me...I really like learning. Music above all else, because it is the art of emotion being created...I love it.

I'd like to meet:

I’ve searched the faces of the heavens for inspiration. Nothing shows in the expressions of the clouds. No peace on my mind, cleared by clouded aspirations. No struggle in my thoughts dominated by passive aggressors. Perhaps inspiration has let its final breathe escape it’s lips. My mind will slowly slip into the cosmos of lunacy. My sanity collected by words spilled onto a stained page. We’re left searching for memories long forgotten. Pieces of our past misplaced by our misdirected intentions. Hoping for some importance to present itself to our eyes. Holding on to the dreams we felt as children. Stars shot overhead, as we remained lying in the grass, Making wishes for our lives to be wealthy In money, love, friendship; wishes of a fantasy life. A life we would never realize in the full scope of things. Our dreams would rearrange themselves as time slid by. One day we would settle for contentment in mediocrity. Why then am I still searching for my childhood dreams? The time has finally come to accept my place in history, No need for inspiration on the thoughts of a dreamer.

Music:

The Broadways, The Lawrence Arms, The Falcon, Somedays Later(I used to be in that one), Story of The Year, Bright Eyes, Say Anything, NOFX, Rise Against, Drag The River, Cost Of Living, Pinhead Circus, The Gamits, At The Drive-In, Sparta, NWA, The Mars Volta, Radiohead, Idiot Pilot, Linda Ronstadt, Bon Jovi, Meatloaf, HIM, A.F.I., The Silence, The Ike Rielly Assassination, The Honor System, Badly Drawn Boy, Bjork, Bad Religion, Coheed & Cambria, Cory Branan, Lucero, Outkast, Avenged Sevenfold, From Autumn To Ashes, One True Thing, Eminem, Jack Johnson, Bettie's Defect, Ben Harper, Bloc Party, Darren Hanlon, Eels,Big Wig, Frank Sinatra, Sigur Rós, Brand New, Senses Fail, Sense Feild, Chicago, The Clash, Social Distortion, Coldplay, The Cure, The Darkness, Dave Mathews Band, The Eyeliners, Face To Face, Blood For Blood, Integrity, In Flames, The White Stripes, The Stills, Homegrown, Goldfinger, Frou Frou, Johnny Cash, JUDE, Alkaline Trio, Millencolin, Neil Diamond, Bone Thugs, Simon and Garfunkle, Sage Francis, and more that will make the list at a later date.

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind, Garden State, Army of Darkness, Evil Dead, Wet Hot American Summer, American Beauty, Music From Another Room, Anything with Jackie Chan, The United States Of Leland, The Secret Lives of Alter Boys, The Crow, Braveheart, Ken Park, Kids, Die Hard, Event Horizon, Real Genius, Prozac Nation, Nepolean Dinomite, Kung Fu Hustle, Dead Presidents, Spider Man, Edward Scissorhands, Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, Suicide Kings, Boondock Saints, Anything with Brad Pitt, Bubble Boy, Romeo and Juliet, Harry and The Hendersens, Say Anything, Pirates of The Carribean, Neverending Story, The Labyrinth, Zoolander, Anything with Johnny Depp, Dodgeball, American Splendor, Red Dragon, and many, many, many more.

Television:

Six Feet Under, Queer As Folk, Roswell, Sex In The City, The Sapranos, Carnivale, Dead Like Me, The "I Love The" Series, Celebrity Fit Club, Boston Legal, Desperate House Wives, Lost, Alias, The "The Fabulous Life of" Series, Anything on the Food Channel except Emeril, infomercials, and many more.

Books:

Too many to count honestly...they are all amazing...even the bad ones, if there are any. A couple in particular that I have recently enjoyed are; House of Leaves, The Laughing Jesus, The Sigularity is Coming, I Lucifer, Good Omens, The Possessive Investment in Whiteness, Guns Germs and Steel, The Line Between, The Curious Incident of The Dog in The Night-Time, and The Phantom Tollbooth.

Heroes:

Everyone I know is my hero in one aspect or another...we have all had to deal with some shit and made it through.

My Blog

"My Wacky Day"

My name is Ben, but you can call me Sora.  On Friday, I was playing video games with my good friend Brendan.  We wanted to see Mt. Hood but didn't have 270,000 dollars to ride the rocket.&nb...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Thu, 22 May 2008 09:47:00 PST

I’m not afraid anymore...

I'm tired...and not because it is one o'clock in the morning. I'm sick of being afraid all of the time. Why is it that we live this life in fear of happiness and loves, when all that really matters ar...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 06:22:00 PST

The Burlesque Shows...

Here is a message from the AMAZING Miss Sofia Fatalle about her burlesque shows.  If you haven’t made it to one of these shows yet, you are truly missing out.  Without further ado, I&r...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 04:54:00 PST

Oh such foolishness from the minds of eager men...

Perhaps I’m just in a strange mood today, somewhat, but I stumbled upon a blog on this lovely MySpace of ours that I thought I’d share with you all.  I would explain more fully what i...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 10:20:00 PST

...and now is all we’ve got...

Sometimes I wonder what’s going to happen next.  My trip to Ireland this summer where there were going to be a grip of us going to see the beautiful country and visit Conor, has now dropped...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 03:02:00 PST

The Philosopher and the Dreamer

The heart of a dreamer,The mind of a philosopher,All set free by that first smile.With that introductionSomething in the dreamer's heart clickedThose eyes that smiled just as bright.The meaning of her...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 11:21:00 PST

And the sun shines...

I don't even know what I'm feeling entirely, and unusual as it is, I'm entirely alright with that.  My apologies to anyone who has had to put up with my odd moods as of late...I know it's been a ...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 04:37:00 PST

King for a day...

So it with great honor and pleasure that I announce that I, today, have had my first piece of King Cake.  I did not know the history of this lovely little pastry/cake, and after reading it, I fee...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 09:53:00 PST

Unrequited...in such a way...

The allure of greener pastures and quite probably greater pain, or the indefinite and possibly perpetual comfort of the familiar?  That is a question that I've been asking myself a lot lately, an...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 03:39:00 PST

Falling Slowly...

If you have not yet seen the movie, Once, or heard the soundtrack, do so as soon as possible.  It has some of the best music I have ever heard.  Here are the lyrics to one of my favorite son...
Posted by Sir Bunny on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 08:40:00 PST