"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars too-points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed but I was blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything." -New Moon
Okay so here’s the deal.
I’m done.
I’m done waiting for you.
I’m done with people, talking me into stupid situations.
I’m done in believing in things that were never real to start with.
I’m done with holding my tongue.
Most importantly I’m done feeling sorry for myself.
I DO have a special light.
I AM a special light.
I AM source energy,
I AM love.
I AM a healer.
I AM healed.
My name is Tiffany. I dream big. I want to move in the next year, to somewhere warm where I can learn to surf and scuba dive, and work on my novel a bit. I want to travel and cook dinner with someone who can be my friend first and a lover later.
I have so many things to be grateful for everyday. I’m not perfect, so sometimes I forget.1. My Parents, who have worked hard to always keep me safe and happy.
2. My sisters, who thanks to there guiding light, helps me find my way back home.
3. My best friend Megan, who even in the darkest situation can bring a smile to my face.
4. Jessica,Melanie,and Angie for helping me see I can break out of what ever shell holds me in.
5. All my cousins. Its always amazes me, how much you just feel like home.
6. Yuvi an Charlie. You two always seem to help me out of a bind. Thank you.
7. Emily for being a better person.
8. Nicole. For finding pure love and giving it to me.
9. And to all my friends, who have stuck around through thick and thin. I can’t tell you how important you are to me. I’m sorry if I don’t tell you enough.
This is my life, love it or hate it. I’m choosing to love it.