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...Raquel...

i'm wishing...

About Me

I Love love... I don't think- I feel... I don't show them but I have waaaaaay too many emotions... I like secrets and harmless mischief, but that doesn't mean I'm a liar or a bad girl. ... I have been blessed with an amazing group of loving, supportive, insane, hilarious, sweet, generous friends that I would be lost without. My friends are the family I chose... I am always always late. It isn't a reflection of the importance of the event. It's a reflection of my lack of respect for time itself... I think I have adult add. I almost never make sense... and I'm not very good at jokes...

My Interests

LIFE.

I'd like to meet:

the version of myself who can maintain cool in front of the guy i like... but if that were true how much do i really like him? speaking of true...say something...

Music:

is my addiction

Movies:

are REAL

Television:

is just a box

Books:

good ones

Heroes:

the fearless, because I'm not and I sincerely try to be. the honest, because I realize its easier not to be...

My Blog

today

I found: happiness before the sun came up...in the bend of an elbow. excitement...in the palm of my hand. freedom...in trust. a bond...in silence. peace...in actions. humor...in the emptiness of some...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 09:02:00 PST

that glance back

can you see me. close your eyes. I'm there. just as I will always be, if only in the memory of this. in warm orange sunlight. footsteps away. words aren't heard because they aren't meant to be remembe...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:44:00 PST

you are, I am, and in love

you are... more than your job... til you are about to get paid to do what you fuckin LOVE. or until you're paid ridiculously for something easy. no not hooking, playing with kids. I am... happy. I spe...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 12:54:00 PST

a realist's observation... or a real pessimist

just because someone lacks the backbone to be honest with you or themselves, doesn't mean they lack the nerve to lie about it nothing like stating the obvious. sometimes its easier. awkward situati...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Fri, 30 May 2008 02:23:00 PST

the good the mode and the ugly

without contacts and without fear or censor i write... yes at 4 am, and yes under a few influences. fuck you here we go... back into and...back too into the present...an overcast day. a shortage of "y...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Thu, 15 May 2008 04:44:00 PST

mini mantra...

**ok stay with me here... if I can sit thru this, so can you**">The Mantra Om Mani Padme Hum ------------------------------------------------------------ --------------------The Mani mantra is the most...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Thu, 15 May 2008 04:06:00 PST

can i get some truth with that shake?

facing facts... i’m selfish, but oddly because i’m a bit of a shallow coward. people notice when you put makeup on in traffic. it might get you an introduction. you will run into everyone ...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 08:31:00 PST

practicing self restraint...

isnt going so well. eddie vedder’s voice makes me melt. it is definitely possible to have too much of a great thing. and that is not a good thing, some things just shouldnt lose their shine. old...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 07:06:00 PST

who orders 2-for-1 long islands?!?!

me that’s who!!!!! wait, i have to profess my profound and undying love for vodka, i mean trouble, i mean nicole. i pulled the favor card - which i NEVER do and she was right there... day before...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 05:55:00 PST

on swearing, skin, and sin

Jesus is dead. Well that’s what i think us catholics were raised to believe right now, given that yesterday was good friday. i havent practiced in a while i could be wrong. but dont you worry yo...
Posted by ...Raquel... on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 03:09:00 PST