☼Wan [JwC]☼

Hazwan Fadhullah Fadzil
My Sweet Baby
♥Nor Ammera Bte Musa♥
Hey there..i'm Wan but people usually know me as Anjang..i was born in the 29th of mac 1990..that makes me 18teen this year..i'm a simple kinda guy..luv 2 hangout n party around..what else..i have a gurl..her name is Mera..juz been with her since Monday,29th of oct 2007..luv her so much..i also have my own line of clothing with my share partner aka my best pal Joe Farizal n one of the most creative designer n also my best pal,Husaif..em..i luv hard kinda music like heavy metal n rock..if u wanna know me better,juz add kay..add my ym too..anjang_lod..ROCK ON!
BIOGRAPHY
well..the name given by my lovely mom and beloved late dad is Hazwan Fadhullah Bin Fadzil..i'm now living in kay elle..no more in jay bee..its only been a year here..juz finished my high school in SMK Cochrane..b4 that,i was a proud SMK Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar (English College) student..been there around 4years..miss all my best pal there..its been a tough journey and lotsa ups & downs..but this whole experience is making me a better person inside and outside..u know sumtimes things happen and we cant simply judge it without getin to know the bottom of the issue..assumption is mother of all fuckups..i believe in that..but u know.. its not good for us to keep to many things within ourself..sumtimes we need to share it with ppl and listen to others opinion..why do i know all these??cuz i am a secretive person..my moms said that i'm a very sensetive n crazy son..i never 4get all the bad things people had done 2 me no matter they are my frenz or even my family..i'm a totally quiet person..i like 2 observed people n see how they act..i love hard kinda songs becoz they helped me 2 release my anger n frustration..i'm a very short-tempered person..trust me,u really2 dont wanna see me angry n mad..but as time goes by i learn how to let go sum stuff that burdens me,control the demon inside of me..i need to open up myself and let ppl understand me more..huhu.. a fwen of mine said i'm a complicated person..i simply love to make others dont understand me..maybe its true..cuz i dont want ppl to understand me..cuz not all can..ppl alwiz have the wrong perception bout me..i used to hate it a lot but now..i juz dont really care anymore..cuz these ppl they dont know me..or feed me...or be there for me when i'm down or sick or having probs..they only know how to shout out harsh and nasty words to others..but they have never judge themselves..they shud do that..cuz they are far worst than others..haha..too bad for em.. and sumtimes i even wonder how can i know whether a person is sincere or being transperent to me..or they are juz being hypocrite,pretending to be an angel and using me..hmm..what a life eh??i'm still trying to get the bottom of this..haha..but u know its a subjective stuff..as time goes by..i shall know who's the sincere one.. who's the big fat liar..haha..by then its too late to turn back..old saying says.."let bygones be bygones"..but how easy can u just forgive and forget..?? and now..i'm confuse bout pplaround me..are they for real or are they plactics..using me for their own interest?i know where i stand but isnt it easier if tht person juz be sincere and frank to me?hurm..hate this feeling..cant help it..dunno what to do bout it..yikes!!i juz could only wish if my late dad will always be beside me but i know he still lives in my heart..i fucking love my family so much..i would do anything that would comfort them..to always protect them..i am bless to have such a wonderful family..a sporting mom,a very complicated twins sister n the most craziest sis in the world..if u know Rini Faten,u should know what i'm talking bout..although sumtimes they r very2 bz n it is very seldom 4 me 2 share my probs with them,they always understands me..i am also very bless to have a beautiful gurlfren that is very quiet but always know how 2 make me smile n happy..i would give anything in da world 2 see her smile..n my frenz,they are really wonderful..i'm really bless to have such a great life..the only thing i really2 want in this life is 2 see my dad in heaven n to give everything in my power 2 make people beside me smile..