About Me
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ster meelai,meelain,pia,ruwelyn...in short MEELAI!hihi!**idle times make me think of things that i have and don't have in life, i can say that i'm pretty happy with my life,but not really happy... :| ...there are things that you want in life...things,persons,events that you want to be part of your life,at least for a while...you think of it all time,waiting when will be the time,asking for a sign for it to come..wishing and dreaming that you have that thing,be in that event, or be with that person...of course, we all want to experience happy moments, be it by your self or with another person...well,i've realized that what makes you happy(or would make you happy) are the things that would also make you sad.we ask God for so many things,praying and waiting that He gives them...as soon as possible.but of course He does not give them immediately...not after 1 minute,1 hour,1 day, 1 week or 1 month...we just have to wait for it.even when we ask for signs...i've realized that they will not show right in front of your face immediately, i just have to wait..wait..and wait..but why is it that when the time comes that i've already moved on or let go,that's the time when the signs and prayers come...or when the feelings are gone or been trying to move on, that's the time that they keep on showing up and giving signs...its so complicated and vague...oh well!when we we're young, we dream of the life we want when we grow old...our plans seem to be clear.but as time goes by, as we grow old(er), our dreams just seem to be vague, some change and fade away into the misty air...we realize that our dreams aren't easy to achieve as what we thought it would be...we realize that our plans are slowly changing,its not happening to what we have planned.there are things that we encounter along the way that have changed the course of our plans, the path to our dreams.somewhere along the way, we encounter people,events,things,etc that have helped us achieve our dreams and there are some that havent done any good in our lives.;)
...though our lives don't always turn out the way we plan them, life is what happens when you embrace the unexpected.ü i can be taklesa at times...i just cant control my mouth...ahehehe... im quiet when im pissed off...as in quiet talaga,i dont talk,that's why usually i get my friends in a bad mood too...i get amused by little and simple things...i find the little versions of the big ones really cute...i really appreciate people who go out of their way just for me.i get touched by those people,when they give extra special attention to me,especially those that i am not friends or close with. i feel like im special and it makes me really happy!Ü i like to set my eyes on food..food..food and anything related to food.i love to sleep, sleep, and sleep...ü**
