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My name is Eugene Connor Wright. I am 17 years old, I am 5'7 height, and I am straight and Taken.I am a person with a mind that is mainly on the things I care most about and on personal issues and past events from when I had a father and I don’t like sharing them towards people that don’t matter to me but only to my true friends that won’t screw me over. People that talk to me out of the or used to be friends with me and that goes only for the people that know me in person, in my eyes that person does not give a shit for me and has treated me with no respect because its obvious your that person that wanted something from me or you want me to do a favor for you, I do hold grudges towards people like that so don't fuck me over. I enjoy Photography the most it is my absolute passion and my #1 hobby I like to do in my spare time, I enjoy the beautiful earth that we live on and the interesting things that live here. I am going to be going to school for this amazing talent I have with my creativity of art by each shot I take. The first impression when you first talk to me is going to be a shy one, I am heartless when I have to be at times if you piss me off and I get irritated by how people are and act in a certain way like for example I don’t like people that are annoying, but I am an easy person to talk to. The thing about me is that I have a mind that constantly sets to my past childhood more than my present time as of now. I believe that I am a very difficult person to understand when it comes to thoughts and certain events that have happened, I have a very descriptive mind of how life works for me, everyday for me it gets more different but that is how life is and some people have to learn that. I am a kind of person that can’t be ignored, I think everyone should be able to say something and talk. I am starting to see myself as a good person and hopefully when the time comes for my life to kick in I will know how everything works mentally and I will be happy with my life at the end. I think like the elderly when it comes to deep thoughts and decisions. I am not like every teen you meet. I do believe that I am a very interesting person, don’t think so? Talk to me yourself and see me blow your mind of how much of a person I can be towards you. I really don’t like people when they take advantage of someone who helps you; I give people respect when they talk to me. If I don’t talk to you then it’s just because I don’t like you it’s that simple. I don’t need people to tell me what to do with my life that is for stupid week minded people with no personality. I hate annoying people that don’t shut there mouths and do stuff that a person tells them not to, I think they are people that are ignorant and childish, I don’t want to hear your exaggerating stories that are a lie you are nothing but a child that wont ever grow up. I do not like people that judge by appearance that’s not a good way to know someone by what they look like and if the person is cool to be friends with. I only care for people that would see me as a good friend, if you don’t care for me and never want to be my friend and just want to be a user then I don't want nothing to deal with you because I am not here for that bullshit I want friends that enjoys things I like to do. Depression, anger and stress are things that are unavoidable to have happiness you must experience sadness in order to be happy of your life that is the main thing I keep in mind. I constantly change but only for myself not my personality it will always be pure.
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My Thoughts...
Love
People worry to much about Love it is bad when you are a teenager…it can drive to suicide or turn you into a different person. It is not good to put Friends behind for some girl/boy its just a person you feel in love with they will just break your heart its not serious when it is in high school cause in those times because those people now want in these days is sex. Some people don’t even care for a good relationship anymore its all lust now in this time period. Girls/boys will do anything to make each other jealous, if a relationship goes wrong and one of the partners cheat, lie, or just plain don’t talk to them anymore because they really don’t want them to have another person in there life cause that person might care for another attractive person or they might have a more fun personality or they might talk more to the other person a lot, sometimes being let on can cause for a person to become insane and not talk to anyone ever and just sit in there room and just fill there minds up with bad thoughts and try to think of good thought but is devoured by depression of that person and you would just want to kill yourself so you don’t have to deal with that person in your thoughts again.Family
Parents and Relatives are a very important role in life, parents help you grow up and tell you to be kind and not mean cause it is disrespectful to be mean to parents, they help throw birthday party’s and invite friends, they get tight up on your first day of school, they embarrass you on your first date. They are always there for you. But if one dies on you while you are in the stage of growing up then it is the most tragic thing possible in a life you thought to be perfect. You think different of things you have seen in the world you look at that gender of a parent that you have lost and see your neighbors backyard and see that perfect boy that is playing catch with his dad or you look across the street and see through the window a mom helping a daughter how to cook, you can never forget the thoughts of your parents death and to top it all what will you think of yourself if the last words you said to a parent before they died was something mean and hurtful. When visiting your relatives out of state or around your area they spoil you to death and tell you "My how big have you grown". If a relative has died when you are in such a young age you look around the funeral home and see everyone crying but you have no clue why they are, when you become older and see the experience of a death of a relative you cry because you see now that you lost someone that cared about you. So always keep in mind that you should say nice things to your Parents/Relatives because the next time you see them it could be in a funeral home.Friendship
A lot of people try hard to get a good friend but sometimes it is hard for people because one they might be shy two they could be the kind of person that cause drama or three you probably you don’t like them at all. There are a lot of joys in a friendship their might be fights cause of the little stuff like a friend might be going out with your ex girlfriend/boyfriend, or you don’t hang out with that friend that much as you used to. A best friend is like a brother/sister to you, in my eyes a best friend could help you with anything that you are going through if you are in need of help. If one day you call your friend to see if he/she wants to hang out and he/she says they got other plans to do and then the next day you found out that that friend was hanging with someone else that would maybe make you mad or sad, never get angry about stuff like that cause that other person they are hanging with could need a good friend by there side.Bullying
People judge too much. It can push people to commit suicide, like say in school a kid was being bullied just because they acted weird, what you look like or just the way you act, it is a serious thing that people should not treat kids like dirt cause later after that person took there life from all the name calling, and weird looks and you made them feel like there is no one to talk to cause they always said to you that you are a loser and never get a friend is really wrong. Everyone has a choice of what you do or who you talk to. Preps, Goths, scene, emo, nerds, who cares what you are really all ignorant fucked up that people judge what a person is like by the way they look like for a emo, "oh your emo you cut yourself and always depressed" for a prep "oh my god I am so normal and I have a perfect life", for Goths "Oh im so dark and satanic and I hate the world", and scene kids " oh im so perfect and I am stuck up and different than anyone" and nerds "Hey guys lets go home and play video games all day". Who cares what anyone says about you. You are a human being getting through life you don’t need to worry at all about what people say ignore all of it. For me I am my own person I don’t follow any trend I am myself. I could talk to anyone if I could and be good friends with them. But people just don’t understand that we are all the same but some may look different but still everyone should be treated the same like everyone else.Drama
First of all no one on earth would like to deal with drama it just stresses people out and gets people into fights and causes friends to no be friends anymore. Mostly because they don’t like the person or you just love the thrill of causing it and watch people have a miserable life people just need to not be nosy and just mind there own business. I’m sure you have lots more to worry about then someone talking shit to you behind your back, just keep the peace and stay out of people lives.Parenting
With my experience with parents I have learned that it is better to have kids when you are a lot more mature and be more responsible of yourself and not a carefree person, I think the best age to have kids is the age 35-40. Cause at that stage you have had a lot of experience of life so far and you would be up for it. Because if you are like a high school/college graduate you would still not be really ready cause the parenting at that age is mostly abusive and you might not have all of your priorities straighten out. It is a well known fact that that is true cause I have never been hit by neither of my parents and I have turned out to be good, so for all of those people that want a kid in there life just make sure you sure ready cause if your not it might not turn out so good.After Life
People have options on how death is but in my option death is the last moment you experience you have with your life. The last breath, the last sight, the last thoughts you have with yourself, then you die people say when you die you see all the moments you have had with your life all of the precious moments you have had with friends, family and the ones you have loved so much. Another theory is that you just see love all over again, both of those are great options but the most I am looking for in my last moments is seeing my pasted away relatives and friends and especially my father. I am not afraid of death no one should, cause after you will be in God’s kingdom.Technology
Mankind has been a better species than any living thing on earth but that can be a big problem we have the need to create more stuff that we must have caused by "greed" it began when we found the power of bombs then it went down hill from there scientist began to get better ideas to make bombs bigger like the Atom bomb then it lead to the Hydrogen bomb which is catastrophic. To the world so is technology really a good thing or bad thing I mean we do get television, cell phones, ipods, and other great inventions but it also leads to a path of destruction but humans cant really help that because mankind was meant to destroy its self by our own creations.The Government
The government is a lie and everyone should know this, they fool the people with all sorts of electronics like attachments for cell phones, and any type of electronic device to drive a human’s attention that includes TV soon they will soon be putting microchips into passports to track every movement that everyone takes so that will make everyone like a stringed doll. The news will lie about some events that have happened but really didn’t happen. Soon around 50 years there will be a whole government system for the entire world.
