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my name is so not
amanda
i have the best boyfriend
in the WHOLE WORLD!
im different and i like it
dont try to figure me out
it just wont work for you!
im me and nothing more....
LOOSING THE BATTLE
Wrists that are slit can be resown,
But the scars on the flesh remind you they've won,
Your not proud but you will always fight,
They always win, no matter whats right,
The metal finds your skin, even though you hide,
Your alone, one person, one side,
Smugness upsets you, you see only dark,
Your alone, confused, staring down at that mark,
Your head starts to hurt, your starting to crack,
It won't be long till the cutting comes back,
The blood you've shed falls to the floor,
You've lost again, your own personal war.