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Calculated Violence...

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About Me

At the moment, I'm about to go to uni to study Law. I'm working, though I think I'm going to have to stop, which is a shame really because I love the company. Me as a person.. well, my horiscope describes be as (wait a second while I find it, wait there it is):Adaptable, versatile, communicative, witty, intellectual, eloquent, youthful, lively, nervous, tense, superficial, inconsistent, cunning and inquisitive.. and I guess if you add a few things too that, it would be right.Those who know me best though would know that even though I have this.. not so good exterior, my interior is significantly better, most of the time.I don't know I'm 19, I do what 19 year olds do... just maybe with a little more finese, or so I like to tell myself anyway.

My Interests

Im interesting in drinking, that counts...right? (JACK DANIELS all the way people......)

I'd like to meet:

I'm not sure you know, there's some friends I haven't seen in a long time I'd love to see again.

The University of Blogging

Presents to
Emily

An Honorary
Bachelor of
Cheesey Memes

Majoring in
Emo

Signed
Dr. GoQuiz.com ®
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Music:

god I hate writing lists: Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance, U2, Greenday, Tenacious D, Muse.....other random rock bands though I cant think of any right now...

Movies:

Vampires people vampires

Television:

Buffy, Angel, Charmed, Desperate Housewives, Sex and the City. oh Smallville, Bones, Dr Who, Boston Legal......other random things

Books:

Anne Rice, J K Rowling (ok i was caught up in the Harry Potter phenomonum........god damn that commercial crap) Darren Shan, Laurell K Hamilton... erm cant think of anything else right now

Heroes:

HA- worshipping people, or giving them a higher status than the rest only breeds malcontent, or hatred, or both (as said by me lol)

My Blog

a revelation?

..> ..> Its funny, I spent most of the weekend thinking that there has to be more to life than this, there has to be more, because if there isn't, how are we supposed to continue? There has to be so...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:57:00 PST

Friendship

Friendship, it means a lot of things to different people. To me, it has many variations, but the sign of a good friend is someone who sticks by you through everything. I have few friends, I could coun...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 05:46:00 PST

Crossroads

Although I'm loathed to write this, because more than anything I destest pining over the past, or indeed living in it, it weighs on my mind recently, so I'm using this as an outlet. Be warned, it will...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 05:57:00 PST

Just something else I realised

So I realise its like 130 in the morning, but I can't sleep. I think being ill is messing with me, I even took some random medicine that was meant to make me drowsy... did it work?? did it hell. Its q...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 05:38:00 PST

Hmm

You ever have one of those moments, one where things begin to make sense. The reason for people's behaviour, their actions, their words... begin to form a picture. At first, the picture begins blurry,...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 07:37:00 PST

Wow

I've just re-read my blogs, and my God, don't I get all like.... philosophical and stuff. See this is why I don't keep diaries, because I don't like looking back at past writing about like how I was f...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 03:34:00 PST

uni...

So, I've started uni... which is weird. I mean the whole reason I got out of education in the first place was because I detested being treated like a child, and at uni, as you would imagine, its not l...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 11:41:00 PST

Just more ramblings from me

Hindsight. Its a wonderful thing, but almost pointless. Because lets face it, after events, there is little point thinking "I should have done/said this". Apparenlty I have the ability to be a comple...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 11:22:00 PST

Just the ramblings of a teenage mind...

Its funny how life changes sometimes. Things you thought would last forever, end up a pale shadow of their former selves. Things you thought would conquer all, and everything, end up wasted away, and ...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 03:35:00 PST

Hmm

It occurs to me, that sometimes weird things happen in life. Weird and wonderful things. It seems my life has taken two very unsuspected turns recently, both equally awesome, but totally unexpected. ...
Posted by Calculated Violence... on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 06:35:00 PST