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Nicole

Life isn't about finding yourself -- Its about creating yourself.

About Me

I'm a firm believer in making an ass of yourself on a regular basis, a big fan of witty sarcasm, and out to make myself laugh. I'm brutally honest, and there's no filter on my mouth, I say what needs to be said. Take it or leave it, that's your choice. I'm passionate about things and people I care about to the fullest. I tend to get myself into trouble with my big mouth. I'm bitchy, I don't deny it. People tell me I'm mean, sometimes I am. My words can be like razor blades on your skin when I'm properly motivated. Get to know me better and you'll see there's a heart of gold under all those layers of sarcasm. Can't please everyone, you'll die trying. Truth is your here to only please yourself. Your the only one who has to live with your decisions, whether they be wrong or right and the consequences of your actions. I live my life MY way and make excuses about it to no one. I hate being told what to do. I love to read. I'd love to find someone to pay me to lounge out all day long and relax. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. I hate people who try to make up for their flaws with a personality that far surpasses the legal limits of being an asshole. I dropped out of high school, and have worked my ass off to reverse alot of the fucking up I did when I was younger and very very stupid. I've learned several lessons in life the hard way, and have walked away with a lot learned. I love lipgloss, and my cell phone. Both are on me at all times. I can't stand teenagers who parade around like they're 25, you're 15, don't rush growing up. I hate not getting my way, I'm spoiled. I've been told I'm the Queen of useless knowledge, if there's something pointless to be known, I know it. I love sitcoms from the 80's, and hate reality tv. Wanna make me happy - take me out and get me drunk and let me shake my ass. I like getting tattoos, I have 3 of them, with all intentions of getting more. My heart breaks easily. I have the most amazing family that has put up with more shit from me than anyone ever should. I remember everything, and rarely forget anything. I have an amazing little sister who means the world to me. I love getting pedicures. I'm pro-choice and believe in a womans' right to choose. My girls are my heart, my family is my soul. I'm a hopeless romantic. I like to play the piano. For someone with such a huge mouth, I get quiet and shy when I'm around people I don't know. I tend to babble on and on when I'm nervous. I've been friends with my best friend, Jackie, since we were in kindergarten, about 20 years ago. I love dancing around my room in my underware, even if its to the music in my own head. I'd give you the shirt off my back if you needed it. For someone who's always so damn busy, I somehow find the time to be on here far too many times a day. Lying to me will get you no where, if anything, it'll make me disregard you entirely. I despise people who are deliberately ignorant. I'm in my mid-twenties and still have no idea if what I'm doing is what I really want. I could easily make a living out of being one hell of a sarcastic smart ass. I've finally come to a point in my life where I can honestly say I'm happy and content with everything around me. I have some of the most amazing friends anyone could dare ask for. There's only a small handful of people who know the real me. I have a few regrets in life, and wish I could change some of my past, even though its shaped who I am today. I fall in love easily, and love fiercly. I hate major changes in life, I prefer to keep things the way they are. I confuse myself more than I make sense. Everyone loves me, and I intend to keep it that way. I support Futile Clothing, and so should you. I spend my days workin for the man and my nights dreaming of a life less ordinary. Next up is Project Motherhood, the scariest, most exciting thing I have EVER done! Come January 2008, life is no longer just about me. Anything else you wanna know, hit me up on MySweetSurrendrr. Myspace Graphics

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My Interests

* Daisies * Concerts * Bear Hugs * Broadway * Camping * Doing Hair * Butterflies * Laughing til it hurts * Taking pictures * Kevin Smith movies * Sunsets * Getting fresh flowers * Nights out with my Girls * Candles * Hammocks * Diners * Road Trips * Freshly fallen snow * Sand in my toes * Fresh popcorn * Stargazing in the summer * Rollercoasters * Sleeping in * Learning new things/new experiances * Cuddling * The Jersey Shore * Making out * Running into old friends * My nephew * Pinot * Holding Hands * NYC * Heart to heart conversations * Sappy movies * Good Music * Feeling Loved * Getting 'dressed up' * Making people smile * Weeping Willow Trees * Family * Scented Lotion * Lip Gloss * Captain and Coke * Junkin' * Chocolate Truffles * Perfume * Starbucks Vanilla Cream * My puppy, Molly * Nights I can't remember, with friends I'll never forget.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who isn't psychotic, has stalker-like tendencies, over obsessive, controlling or out of their damn mind and who can put up with my quirkiness, sarcasm, and sheer love for all things ridiculous. Someone who can make me laugh til I cry or piss myself, whichever comes first. Liars, cheaters and all around assholes need not apply.

Music:

* Taking Back Sunday * Sarah McLachlan * New Found Glory * Lostprophets * Bouncing Souls * Lenny Kravitz * Dashboard Confessional * The Beatles * My Chemical Romance * BNL * Michelle Branch * Mae * Ani DiFranco * Ella Fitzgerald * xTina * No Doubt * The Postal Service * Good Charlotte * Bon Jovi * Death Cab For Cutie * Hot Rod Circuit * Billy Joel * Foo Fighters * O.A.R * Sublime * and many many more..

Movies:

* Cruel Intentions * Billy Madison * American History X * Chasing Amy * The Wizard of Oz * Sleeping Beauty * Dirty Dancing * The Sweetest Thing * Donnie Darko * Girl, Interrupted * A League of Their Own * Now and Then * Edward Scissorhands * Pirates of the Carribean I and II * Sleepers * Seven * Swingers * Almost Famous * Walk The Line * Dodgeball * I'm a movie whore, I love movies.

Television:

* Entourage * CSI Miami * The Sopranos * Law and Order

Books:

* The Scarlet Letter * Great Expectations * She's Come Undone * Girl, Interrupted * Flowers for Algernon * Angels and Demons

Heroes:

* My Mom *

My Blog

Jersey Girls

Yeah, I'm from Jersey, I'm gonna give you everything about jersey, the good, the bad, and the ugly.First... New Jersey people are conceited. It's true. We hateeveryone else. And we think we are better...
Posted by Nicole on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 07:35:00 PST

READ: For those who want their hair done, or who currently are clients

To all of those whose hair I currently do, or to those of you interested in having their hair done by me: I have given this alot of thought, and have decided that after investing a year and half into ...
Posted by Nicole on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 03:54:00 PST

Passing of time.

Its been a little over a month since we said goodbye to you... And no matter how much time passes, it seems like it was only yesterday. I know your in a better place. Starting a dance party in heave...
Posted by Nicole on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 03:14:00 PST

rant part 1

god damn you! i hate people who pull this kind of shit. i can asure you, when you die in your sleep tonight, it will have nothing to do with opening a GOD DAMN CHAIN E-LETTER!! are you still in junior...
Posted by Nicole on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 03:53:00 PST

My Heart Hurts.

In my life, I've had people die that were close to me. Not since I was a child really tho. Everyone in my family was dead before I was born, or I was really too young to comprehend what was happening ...
Posted by Nicole on Sun, 14 May 2006 01:49:00 PST

no shock value

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Posted by Nicole on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 04:49:00 PST