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Missy Skwigelf

shouldn't you be laughing too...

About Me


xxxthe earth will sink our eyes...
go blank tonight.
the earth will rot away...
go blank tonight.
i'd really waste these days in your arms.
i really wish you'd make up your mind.
xxxso basically...?


I don't want to be lonely. I just want to be alone. Music is everything to me - without it, I'm nothing. Silverchair is the only thing that's never let me down. The stage is my heaven. Nothing makes me smile more than taking walks during autumn and hearing the leaves crunch underneath my feet. Camping in the summer cures all wounds. Life to me is sitting around the fire, playing guitar, and watching the stars. I plan my Halloween costumes 6 months in advance. Penguins waddle like no other, thus they are my favourite animal. I'm fascinated by fascism. I support capital punishment. I want to do something political with my life. Anything red makes me smile. I'm a Reality TV junkie. Every vein in my body bleeds camwhore. I am beyond obsession when it comes to Saved By The Bell. I could eat nothing but waffles for the rest of my life. I love dancing in the rain. I can talk for hours about wrestling, and then watch a couple hours of it on television. I wear my heart on my sleeve. Mess with my friends, and I'll kick your ass. They are the shit, and I love them to death. You break their heart, I break your skull.Love me for my mind, cause I'm a dangerous heart.Abortion pisses me off. I will not tolerate being stood up. For no real reason, I loathe black socks. I hate being bored. Boys with long hair that cut it off are sellouts. I have no time for you. Left wing politics annoy me. I hate it when anyone starts acting like a chick. Laundry days and doing dishes puts me in a bad mood. Drinking with only one straw bothers me. Supporting drugs, drunkenness, 4/20 gimmicks, and other intoxications of the body is a perfect way to get on my bad side. Feet are disgusting. I hate flip-flops. Dont ever lie to me. I'll rip your face open. Not being able to go online can put me in a bad mood. Poofy hair is ugly. I have no respect for any of this new rap culture. Nothing pisses me off more than the winter, and the snow. Ticking clocks don't usually survive the night. Teen pregnancy is gross. I get scared during thunderstorms. I hate waiting. Xbox is the devil. I will never put a boy in front of my friends. If you do, you're really pushing your luck with me. I'm the type to hold a grudge. You'll know if I'm pissed off at you. Trust me.And I miss you love. And I miss use love.I take pride in staying away from all forms of alcohol and drugs. I do not hate anyone that drinks alcohol in moderation, but I do think lower of those who indulge in alcohol for 'social reasons', drunkenness, and drug use. This for me is a healthy choice and I am proud to have chosen it. I don't do this to piss you off, or offend you. I do this because it's right for me. You will not impress me with stories of your drug escapades, you will simply loose my respect.
i am above the influence.
NO SMOKING. NO DRUGS. NO ALCOHOL.
...we clear?***


For you, I've waited a lifetime...

I'm a hopeless romantic. I don't fall unless it's hard. And, I'm pretty sure that him and I? Well, we're perfect together, and really, I have no complaints... ♥

My Interests

...and i'll eat you alive ♥ "...it's about being contained through violence, being scared to be yourself because you don't want to get attacked, it's about people punishing your self-esteem and just making you scared to be yourself for fighting against it..."
no pet will ever replace you.
july 1992-october 2006
r.i.p. buddy dog


* * * Buy These...
NOW
I'm not joking kids.

Neon Ballroom // Silverchair
Holywood // Marilyn Manson
Downward Spiral // Nine Inch Nails
White Pony // Deftones
Self Titled // Sinch
The Autumn Effect // Ten Years
Greyest Of Blue Skies // Finger Eleven
Doomsday Machine // Arch Enemy
Ten // Pearl Jam
Razorblade Suitcase // Bush X
Self Titled (The Black Album) // Metallica
Make Yourself // Incubus
Chapter V // Staind
Ascendancy // Trivium

I'd like to meet:

"my life is black and white. it's either really good, or really shit" -daniel johns

"don't worry about me, the heart's supposed to bleed..." -jesse hasek

Music:

silverchair, the dissociatives, smashing pumpkins, incubus, ten years, the tea party, evans blue, sinch, nirvana, staind, a perfect circle, tool, earshot, finger eleven, 30 seconds to mars, pantera, arch enemy, in flames, lamb of god, trivium, korn, mudvayne, stone sour, disturbed, seether, metallica, deftones, bush, our lady peace, audiovent, alexisonfire, silverstein, finch, three days grace, alien ant farm backstreet boys, spice girls, britney spears, depeche mode, david bowie, razed in black, wolfsheim, wumpscut, vnv nation, marilyn manson, nine inch nails.

Movies:

clueless, wayne's world, teenage mutant ninja turtles, legally blonde, mean girls, billy madison, rock star, a knight's tale, shrek, beauty and the beast, casper

Television:

saved by the bell, sex and the city, america's next top model, so you think you can dance, criss angels' mindfreak, drawn together, miami ink, what not to wear, aqua teen hunger force, dark angel, raw, smackdown, impact.

Books:

[click me]

Heroes:

angela gossow
she's changed my life. daniel johns, marilyn manson, gavin rossdale, corey beaulieu, daniel erlandsson, jared leto, christopher daniels, dan donegan, trent reznor, criss angel, romell regulacion, edge, dryden mitchell, fieldy, devon sawa, aj maclean, legolas, kurt wild, tommy gnosis, zack morris, xandir p whifflebottom,
and my baby braedon sharpe ♥.

My Blog

& this is the story of my life

[x] opening credits: liberate // disturbed[x] waking up: dream on // aerosmith[x] average day: piggy // nine inch nails[x] first date: stop & say you love me // evans blue[x] falling in ...
Posted by xasylumx on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:58:00 PST

he's all i need.

Every night I'm one sleep closer to your touch. Don't let me go, Because I'm afraid I'll fall harder than ever before. Your voice captivates me, and your words make me feel weightless. ...
Posted by xasylumx on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 08:56:00 PST

tattoo scrapbook!

missy got inked! heheh, i couldn't be happier with it. it's not only beautiful, but means so much to me. neon ballroom by silverchair is the most incredible album ever written, the lyrics have their...
Posted by xasylumx on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 11:22:00 PST