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About Me

You will never get to know me off myspace.
You want me to tell you who I am? Well, you'd better brace yourself.

I'm Bini-

/Romford,Essex.
I can be shy; but that doesn't mean I'm quiet. I'm loud; but it doesn't mean I don't get all flustered, embarrassed and shy. I'm badly co-ordinated, and unbelievably clumsy. The sunshine makes me happy but heat in itself makes me gag, I can't stand humid weather, it drives me crazy. I give up on people a lot because a lot of the time they're filled with junk, lies and more lies, oh right, but if you can prove me wrong... Sure. I have nothing to hide from you as there's nothing to show. As there's nothing to show, I'm hiding everything from you. Contradictive, yes. I'm not really that bad, I just thought it might be a nice touch.
"What doesn't kill you just makes you stronger."
And it's true, I've realised myself coping better after the consequences of the deeds I've done.
msn/email: [email protected]
other email: [email protected]

My Blog

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It's when you're holding onto the very edge by the tips of your fingers. Gazing down, wishing it wasn't necessary. However inevitable it may be, I don't wanna be there when it happens. You could call ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Jul 2009 03:34:00 GMT

Disordered mind.

Its the filling of energy. As though sparks are setting off around you. It fills up, more and more, inside of me, till I simply cannot let go, so close to me. Filled with happiness, but you know it's ...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 07:08:00 GMT

The after math of humiliation; is humiliation all over again. Just a lot harder.

scaredd.

have you ever been so scared,wishing you could claim impaired, andpretend you weren't all there,"are you okay?"they're perfectly aware,nevertheless, they reason it out.the next thing known,you are hid...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 09:27:00 GMT

DIE.

Thank you for never having faith,For always laughing at me when a hug would've done,Just aswell I came back over and over.I took all that shit,Back in, time and time again.A toast for when you had me ...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:53:00 GMT

Fighting Back With Vengence.

Its the feeling you get when trust is broken,Its the anger than comes hand in hand with sadness.The days when you didn't want to go on,But you carried on with a brave face,You can't feel this defeated...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:51:00 GMT

The hardest part needs much more heart.

saying sorry isn't the hardest part; forgiving takes much more heart.
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 18:46:00 GMT

Its never too late <3

the relief that follows the words; its not too late. you've still got a chance to make a difference. (':
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 18:45:00 GMT

Discard And Pollute.

Sometimes you just get the feeling that you're giving up your whole world for someone and they're just giving up whats most convenient to give up. Not the things that take up the real time you need. S...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 13:34:00 GMT

Chok-hter

I see no future,Bleak but beautiful,Lips that can only lie.Broken Eyes and what will never be mine. Their faces frozen in time,Torn and Pained Expressions, Carved into stone.An endless chain,Ecstatic ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 18:47:00 GMT