Tattoo "LOVELORN" to my forehead, and... No scratch that I'm not looking anymore, I've given up on love, I have every reason to, I made sure to push it away, so I must have given up before I started, It's overrated, overplayed, and who needs that? The simplicity of falling in and out of this game "Love" was my big turn off... and it is WAY too easy. Girl meets boy, blah, blah, blah, the routine is getting old almost sickens me. Fuck that it's a gut wrenching, head spinning, stomach turning, sick, twisted little game. You wake up alone and think "I need someone" and you think "He's out there looking for me". He is NOT out there! "He" is a figment of your imagination, created in story books, made for TV movies, hallmark cards...He is NOT out there! Yes, I have given up, and the world isn't going to notice I left the game. There are plenty of fish in the sea, anyway who is going to care, I'll sit on the sidelines and watch the play by play, girl meets boy, blah, blah, blah,.. Just another remake of the same old story, Sur-fuckin-prise! I'll never ask for someones love, not in the mood to break someones heart, A lie. Not in the mood to have mine broken, girl meets boy, blah, blah, blah, I've given up on love...at least for now....
Being with someone can be the most wonderful thing anyone could ever know, but a person has to be willing to the possibility, that the love they let in might, hurt them. Therefore, what does one do? When this happens. do they let it hurt them just as long as it pays attention to them or do they try to hurt it back thinking it will make them feel better knowing that what they don't want happening to them, They just did to someone else. Then where does that lead, a life of pain and torment causing the heart to be forever hateful to the possibility of that which it needs most, Love, being scared that what they thought was love really was not. That it does not exist and so what is left, alone and untrusting that true love is out there... So in closing I say this†The hardest truth a person will ever have to deal with is accepting that the person they love no longer loves them" But the real thing to think about this. A person is only aloud to fall into TRUE LOVE once that is it. So what you thought wasn't love wasn’t it was just practice so that when you really fall in love you know exactly how to treat love and love will know exactly how to forever love you Unconditionally. So remember that when it Finds you. P.S "If you thought you were in love before think how much better the REAL THING IS"
When that person realizes that I am the one that will honor, cherish and LOVE them UNCONDITIONALLY, when that happens, THEN they will know what Love is! If you are the person that can make me happy and give, I all your love and attention then I think you a just perfect any every way. I do not like to have to worry about one day to the next if there is any thing wrong. Therefore, if you are the type to have MORE mode swings then a girl, stay away from me I do not need that in my life! If you are a trust worthy person and not for me to worry about then you are the one for me :} I do not demand a lot just keep one thing in mind; I do not want some one that has problems. I do not need that and I do not want that. I have to deal with my own problem and I do not want to have to worry about some one else’s problems! So if you have drama in your life, then do not bother me with them and I will not bother you with any of my problems! I want to meet some one that will respects me for who I am and will love me the way they meet me and not try to make me some one I’m not or some one that they loved in the past. Not every one is the same and you should care and love each person as that one special person. Not what you had or could have had. Every one shows their love in their own way. If it did not work out the first time then the second time could be the right one, you just have to open your eyes and heart to see what is right in front of you. Before it is too late and you miss the right one. Do not get me wrong I am not a perfect person and I do have flaws of my own. I have made exceptions in the person that I am looking for recently but I do not always go by what I stand. If that person is the right one for me and he does have drama/flaws, what ever I do keep my eyes open to the possibilities that he is perfect to me in every way.
I like ALL kinds of music. Rap isn't my favorite, but some of it's O.K.I REALLY like Latin music and Salsa.
I don't like scarey movies...I'm a big baby but I will watch them if I have some one to hold on to. I like comedy, romance, action, drama - the usual, and of course chick flicks.
I like to watch Bones, House; Grey's Anatomy, ER; Novellas, Boxing; some music channles not many. Well there are to many to name. Guess I'll stop there.
I do like to read but i would say i have to be in the mood to. I dont really have a certin type of book i like to read. Guess what ever i if interesting.
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I guess I would say that my parents and my family are my heroes.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Celestina
Birthday: December 28, 1974
Birthplace: Austin, TX.
Current Location: Kyle, TX.
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Hispanic
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Heels
Your Weakness: A great smile
&..39;Your Fears:' Roaches
Your Perfect Pizza: Mushroom
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To be happy with someone
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol & wtf
Thoughts First Waking Up: O not again
Your Best Physical Feature: I guess my ass :)
Your Bedtime: When I get tired
Your Most Missed Memory:
MacDonalds or Burger King: Nether
Single or Group Dates: Depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Only when I drink
Do you Sing: Yeah right ha-ha
Do you Shower Daily: Hell yeah
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Sure do
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Sure do!!
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yep, ask me about that later :)
Do you think you are Attractive: I think so
Are you a Health Freak: Nope
Do you like Thunderstorms: Sure do!!
Do you play an Instrument:&..39;
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: O yeah, I love sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: HELL YEAH!!!
Ever been called a Tease: I dont think so
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Nope
How do you want to Die: In my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Not sure, still thinking :)
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Any
Favourite Hair Color: Black/Brown
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: Taller then me
Weight: Not more then me
Best Clothing Style: Nice and classie
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1
Number of CDs I own: Too many
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: Still waiting on my first
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 3
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