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im indecisive, i eat alot, i shop too much (i actually have problems) and myspace is SHIT.Rest In Peace Sam, i think about you everyday, your still with us. we all love and miss чou xxxxxxxxx

things i want to do soon; see p!nk paramore pendulum florence and the machine you me at six (again) beyonce rihanna & chicagosaying goodbye to you every night is the hardest thing - cus i know im not gonna be able to cuddle you, or be with you for at least however many ridiculously ridiculous hours. i suppose i just love spending time with you, it just makes me happy - which in turn makes for very humourus times. ill never forget when we were looking at all those wierd name things on the internet.. "EATS LIKE BEAR, HUNG LIKE HORSE" that in itself was hillarious, then when you went downstairs and fell on the floor laughin, farted then did that hysterical laugh which still rings around in my head to this day (unbelievably funny) and theres been so many times like that. and i like talking about them too (: i love talking to you, cus you always seem to know what i mean, infact you understand me so much i dont even have to say anything. i suppose gnomes and elves have some sort of special bond ;) haha. i can remember when we first got together and none of my friends reeli knew you and you were reeli shy, f or once they congratulated me on my choice!! lmao nooo they loved you when we went to that bbq, i actually lost count of people who said how nice you are and how happy they were for me, that was probably the most gratyfying feeling ive ever had - cus i knew that they meant it and that they were right. it was wierd at first for me getting used to how much i actually care about you, cus i'd never felt like that about anyone and all sorts of things were runnin through my mind. it scared me a little how much i depended on having you around but know i appreciate that more everyday, cus im just so lucky to have anyone as perfect for me as you, and im never gonna let anythin get between us. but then when i realised how much of a pure FREAK you are it started to make sense haha ;) all the times we spent watching charlie and the chocolate factory and making cakes and cookies... i think you were right on the money there trying to please me with videos about chocolate and making various delacacies. you sneeky fox. we've never reeli had any arguments, of course we've had our ups and downs cus otherwise that would just not be normal, but every time we do and one of us gets upset or whatever - it just makes me think of what id be like without you. which i hate. it makes me realise how much you mean to me and how much i truly love you. oh yeh and also how cool we are ;) i love it when you tell me how much you love me, it still gives me butterflies just like it did the first time and i know i dont say it enough but you know how much i love you and how much you mean to me :) and i dont want you to forget that either FAT BOY! my missing peice, and i love you. ♥. 25.07.08, always,