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I hate people who act fake, front with lies, talk behind your back, and people who don't take care of their children. I hate people who make all kinds of promises but break them each day. I hate people who hurt my family. I guess you could say I am picky about the people I let into my life, but hey that protects my family and my girls. They are the most important thing to me in the world. I don't expect that people mean to hurt others I would think, but then sometimes I just don't know. I am tired of people in the world livin without responsibility. The ones who have their mom's and dad's pay for everything they do. Even when their damn well old enough to take care of themselves! The one's who call mom to get out of trouble or the one's who have kids, but don't give a shit and then just give them away. I am sick of people thinking the world is meant to be handed out easily. Life is work and responsibility each day. No one says it’s easy, but why would they call it life if it was easy. People grow the fuck up take the bull's by the horn and get passed it. Take charge and take damn responsibility. And let me say I am a mom of three girls. I take full responsibility for each and every one of them. They are all mine. Each day I make sure each one of my kids is taken care of no matter what is going on with me. I love my kids and the responsibility they bring me. You can damn well be sure that if anyone ever try's to take any one of my kids away from me I will fight for the rights I carry. Taking responsibility each day is a right and a privilege. I enjoy the responsibility of my three children. I work hard to teach my girls the right way to live and the right way to act each day. Along with teaching my girls how to love and how to take care of others as well. I do not say it’s an easy job to always teach them the best thing for them, but at least I am trying and taking the responsibility with them. My kids inspire me each day to learn new things and to take challenges I haven't taken before. My life is wonderful and I couldn't ask for better kids. My three daughters are wonderful.....
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Well let’s see! Some people call me Serena, some call me mom, some call me Wee Fay, some call me daughter, some call me friend, some call me big sister, and some call me daughter in law, but to me I am just "me"! And I love being me! My life is usually not too complicated unless family is involved or one of my kids is sick, but for the most part I have life well. And you know its something to actually realize before its too late that life does have good times and hard times, but always those good times keep you hanging on. At least me anyways! I have three kids now. They are Peyton which is 4, Abby who is 2, and the newest Bell Addition JoAnne. Yep so my hands are full. I love my kids and if it wasn't for my kid’s god only knows where in the world I would be. My kids are my sunshine on a rainy day. They always make me feel better. Peyton is my angel child and Abby makes up for being mean for the both of them. Peyton loves to spend time with her little sister and is constantly teaching her new things. Peyton has a heart of gold and shows it everyday. I am blessed she was brought into my life and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't want her or need her. She teaches her sisters how to share, how to love, and just how to be happy. Abby looks up to her sister. And JoAnne is new to the family. Only 4 months old she is the runt and has a lot to learn from each of her sisters. I believe that family is the most important thing in life and without it who are you? My girls are lucky to all live together and to share the experiences of growing up. I didn't live with both of my siblings and don't know them as well as I hope my girls will know each other. My family all lives in California and its hard that they don't get to see the girls as often as I would like. We try to keep in touch with them all and take trips twice a year so everyone can see them. The girls learn about all their family including out in California so they always know them. Well my husband is the other love in my life. His name is Aaron. We get along good for the most part. Just recently celebrated our 2nd year of marriage. December 31, 2005.... Woooooo Hooooo!!!!! And we bought our first house together in August. It was a big move and a huge adjustment for the whole family. The girls adjusted very well though. Well I think I am a down to earth kind of girl and one that doesn't care to much about other peoples opinions about me and love to be well me........I try to take care of my family and try to always do right by people. The only time you can really get me mad is to mess with my family or my girls. If you hurt my girls I tend to get defensive and angry, but for the most part I am easy to get along with. So this pretty much is about me. I work hard to be a good mom and to take care of my girls. That’s what I do and that’s what I LIVE FOR. MY KIDS.... I won't lie I have made so many mistakes in life I couldn't count, but all I am trying to do is learn from them and move on from them. Some I am not proud of, but who doesn't make mistakes right? I think that what matters is that I am not making the same mistakes and I am tryin to learn from them. I have opened my heart up to very few people and when I have well I have mostly been hurt. So as the years have gone by I have learned to protect myself by either walking away before for getting too involved. I have lived in Arkansas for 4 years now and am proud to say I have been doing wonderful since I moved out here. Back in California (Lake County) I wasn't proud of myself of the things I was doing and I knew I needed to get out but just didn't know how. I did silly stupid thoughtless shit and am sorry for anyone I hurt. I just didn't have any goals. When I moved out here it was intended to only be for the summer of 2004 to get cleaned up and back on tract. But plans changed I became pregnant about 2 months after I moved here and that changed my life forever. I decided at that point that I would no longer live selfishly for myself, but I would live for the baby inside me. I decided my happiness and my future only was for my child. So I changed. I never looked back at what I was missing or what I wanted to be doing or where I wanted to live. I just knew from that point on that I would take care of my child and do whatever I needed for her. The first time I went back to California after coming out here was the hardest time I would have to go through. Seeing old friends, old boyfriends, old habits, and old problems. I was 5 months pregnant and no one could believe I was going to have a baby. Which I understood because I lived to party! So as time went on I no longer had the same feelings or wants in life. I wanted to be the best mom I could be. I wanted to provide everything for my daughter that couldn't be provided to me. Things changed. The next trip to California was easier and as time went on I became able to visit in California without hassle from people who used to know the old me. I am so different now and want people to know that I have changed. With three kids and a husband I had to change. I craved the change. I always wanted to be a mom and wanted to have a family but never knew how to start getting on track. A couple boyfriends and I were close to being a family, but I would always ruin it and push away or screw up. When I came to Arkansas I told myself I refused to make the same mistakes here that I made there. So I fought and fought for what I have. I have been clean for over 4 years and have devoted myself to my kids and husband. I see others myspace pages and see everyone I know has chosen the same path of life. Family.... My best friends in California Amber and Jolene are both moms like me. I come and visit and all our kids play together like us growing up. I have lost important people in my life and would like to say that I miss them. I hope you know who you are. Anyways as my 24th birthday passed this year I realized how much change I have made since I was 16 and on my own.
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