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Helena (ha lay na)

I have already bled for my beauty, so don't dare speak to me about pain!

About Me

Okay, listen up! This is IMPORTANT! If you send me a friend request, or a message of any kind, that is nothing more then spam, then I will add you to my blocked list. No questions, no second chances. I like to meet new people, but spamming is not allowed!
I am an artist. First and fore-most. My life is ruled by the undying, never-ceasing, continually flowing presence of art. It is like gaia, or perhaps some deity. I am an atheist, but art is my master. I know no good and evil, these things are relative. I will slaughter you if you hurt my friends, and then take artistic photos of it. I enjoy all I can, and destroy when I can't. I am a presence, and you will fear me. My words, my photography, my videos, my voice, my body, my apartment, my clothes, my car, my life, is all ruled by a simple desire to create. The desire to emulate the life that sourrounds us all. For I am an artist, and I will never stop.

If anyone is interested in checking out some of my photography, you may do so at DeviantArt.comFor more Fetish Photography, and a few Portraitures, you may want to check out My Web Portfolio.
You scored as atheism. You are... an atheist, though you probably already knew this. Also, you probably have several people praying daily for your soul.Instead of simply being "nonreligious," atheists strongly believe in the lack of existence of a higher being, or God.
atheism


100%

Satanism


83%

Buddhism


50%

Judaism


42%

Paganism


42%

Islam


38%

agnosticism


33%

Christianity


21%

Hinduism


8%

My Interests

Words Of Wisdom:

Give a man a fish, feed him for a day. Teach a man how to fish, feed him for the rest of his life.
You never know when you are at the top of your hill, only when you have gone over it.
You might think you have gone over the hill, in fact, you have only fallen into a small pit, and you need to struggle to climb out of it.
Life is like a puzzle. Complicated when viewed piece by piece.
Everyone thinks they are special, few think others are.
Even a fool is counted wise when he holds his tongue.
You cannot walk a safe path, with your face in the dirt.
If you never do anything different, how can you make a difference?
On the road of life: If you never leave the express way, how can you enjoy the sites?

I'd like to meet:

Others cursed, and inflicted with the same crippling disease of being an artist.

Music:

I listen to music to escape, and it keeps bringing me back to the stage of creation.

Movies:

Anything that is a visual masterpiece. If it has great cinematography, I'll like it regardless of plot.

Television:

Adult Swim (escapism once again)

Books:

The Monk, The Divine Comedy Of Dante Aligheri, Edgar Allen Poe, Lewis Carrol, Jonathon Swift, JRR Tolkein, C.S. Lewis, Baewulf, and many, many more.

Heroes:

I found one in the mirror, and she gave me more strength you ever could!

My Blog

Smouldering Bridge

Smouldering BridgeHelena Blakemore See that smouldering bridge?It sits, embers glowingBlackened by smokeNo more comings and goings It used to lead to a placeA place of helpful insightBut with hatred i...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Wed, 07 May 2008 04:43:00 PST

Poetry For A Special Friend

Washed Up Helena Blakemore - 3/08 Did I find you? Or did you find me? Your the piece of my heart That set me free It wasn't until I lost control That fate brought me A mutual soul The ...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 04:34:00 PST

update on what some may call the real world...

alright, I know that I sorta fell off the face of the earth. and in a sense that is exactly what happened. I lost my cable internet, because I refused to pay the cable company. I was going through som...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 08:42:00 PST

The Shotgun Hotel

The Shotgun HotelHelena Blakemore The Shotgun HotelComplete with condoms smellLike lovers salty muskA place to visit, yes a must The first masked priestSexual Libertine loveIt's the highest at leastAn...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Thu, 03 May 2007 10:35:00 PST

The Painters Playhouse

The Painter's PlayhouseHelena Blakemore The Painter's PlayhouseClosing your eyesComplete with mouseBlue lakes and skies Teardrops of colourRaining from the gashThrow the specksAnd destroy the past I ...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:38:00 PST

The Author's Den (re-post)

The Author's DenHelena Blakemore This is where we liveIt has everything we needFrom cigarettes to alchoholHowever, there's no weed It has the best collectionOf classics ever seenAll for the inspiratio...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Tue, 01 May 2007 02:22:00 PST

The White Dish

The White DishHelena Blakemore And now your gone, but to where?You were happy when you were hereI know you did, it for the bestBut I've got a pain in my chestIt lets me know the dreaded fateI know t...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Tue, 01 May 2007 05:12:00 PST

The Church Of Art

Helena Blakemore4-29-2007 The Church Of Art We sit in holy communionEnjoying, sharing, blissfully hereAll of Art's imaginationAs we create and fight despairThe Church Of Art is where we areAnd may w...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 10:47:00 PST

Touching Embrace

Helena Blakemore4/27/2007 Touching Embrace Sunlight's nutrients passing through my leavesBut like my shadow moving quietly as a fawnI've left what cannot be seenAnd I sit and wait for a new dawn I'v...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 03:06:00 PST

Reality

I DON'T CARE! How many times have I said that to people? I've said it to everyone from teachers, pastors, deacons, mom, dad, bosses, co-workers, friends and everyone in-between. But the truth of the m...
Posted by Helena (ha lay na) on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 11:10:00 PST