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Bianka

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UP YOURS!

My name is Bianca. I'm quiet so don't expect much.

Only when we eat up this planet will god give us another. We will be remembered more for what we destroy then what we create

"Seré un genio, y el mundo me admirará. Quizá seré despreciado e incomprendido, pero seré un genio, un gran genio, porque estoy seguro de ello"
-Salvador Dali

AIM-BiankaChankla ..

My Interests

what would Jesus NOT do?

Music
Russia
Russian History
Foreign Languages
People (sometimes)
The Clash
Mashups
pretty pictures
Pretty writing
Strange books
Chuck Palahniuk
Strange facts
permanent markers
street art
me. (-- Egocentric? yes. but don't deny it, you are too.)

I'd like to meet:



The Crunch- Charles Bukowski

too much too little

too fat
too thin
or nobody.

laughter or tears

haters
lovers

strangers with faces like
the backs of
thumb tacks

armies running through
streets of blood
waving winebottles
bayoneting and fucking virgins.

an old guy in a cheap room
with a photograph of M. Monroe.

there is a loneliness in this world so great
that you can see it in the slow movement of
the hands of a clock

people so tired
mutilated
either by love or no love.

people just are not good to each other
one on one.

the rich are not good to the rich
the poor are not good to the poor.

we are afraid.

our educational system tells us
that we can all be
big-ass winners

it hasn't told us
about the gutters
or the suicides.

or the terror of one person
aching in one place
alone

untouched
unspoken to

watering a plant.

people are not good to each other.
people are not good to each other.
people are not good to each other.

I suppose they never will be.
I don't ask them to be.

but sometimes I think about it.

the beads will swing
the clouds will cloud
and the killer will behead the child
like taking a bite out of an ice cream cone.

too much
too little

too fat
too thin
or nobody

more haters than lovers.

people are not good to each other.
perhaps if they were
our deaths would not be so sad.

meanwhile I look at young girls stems
flowers of chance.

there must be a way.

surely there must be a way that we have not yet
thought of.

who put this brain inside of me?

it cries
it demands
it says that there is a chance.

it will not say
"no."

Music:


A
AC/DC

The Adicts

The Arcade Fire

The Avengers

B
The Bastard Faries

Beastie Boys

The Beatles

Beck

Belle and Sebastian

Bikini Kill

Black Lips

Black Rebel Motorcycle Club

Blondie

Bratmobile

Brazilian Girls

The breeders

Brian Jonestown Massacre

C
Cat Power

The Clash

The Cure

D
The Damned

The Dandy Warhols

David Bowie

Dead Kennedys

Death In Vegas

E
Echo and the Bunnnymen

The Editors

Elliot Smith

Elton john

F

G
Garbage

The Go-Betweens

Gravy Train!!!!

Guns N' Roses

H

I
Iggy Pop and the Stooges

Incubus

J
Jefferson Airplane

Joe Strummer and the Mescaleros

John Frusciante

John Lennon

Johnny Cash

Johnny Thunders

Joy Division

K
The Killers

The Kinks

L
Le Tigre

Led Zeppelin

Lou Reed

M
The Mars volta

MC5

Metric

The Modern Lovers

My Bloody Valentine

N
Neutral Milk Hotel

New York Dolls

Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds

Nick Drake

Nico

Nine Inch Nails

O

P
Patti Smith

Pink Floyd

The Pixies

Placebo

Q
Queen

R
Radiohead

The Ramones

Red Hot Chili Peppers

Richard Hell and the Voidoids

The Rolling Stones

Rufus Wainwright

S
Sleater-Kinney

The Slits

The Smiths

Sonic Youth

The Strokes

The Subhumans

T
The Talking Heads

Television

The Temptations

U
The Unicorns

V
The Velvet Underground

The Violent Femmes

W
The Warlocks

The White Stripes

X
Xray Spex

Y
Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Youth Group

Z

Movies:

Fight Club
The History Boys
Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind
Dumb and Dumber
American History X
Gia
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Funnyface
Breakfast at Tiffany's
Almost Famous
Office Space
White Orleander
Mean Girls
Donnie Darko
Requiem For a Dream
Moulin Rouge
Chicago
The Big Lebowski
Rebel Without A Cause
Giant
SLC Punk
Lolita

Books:

Survivor- Chuck Palahniuk
Lolita- Vladimir Nabokov
Fight Club- Chuck Palahniuk
Anna Karenina- Leo Tolstoy
On the Road- Jack Kerouac
Howl- Allen Ginsberg
Junky- William Burroughs
lullaby- Chuck Palahniuk
Invisible Monsters- Chuck P.
The Bell Jar- Sylvia Plath
Cather in the Rye- J.D. Salinger
Franny and Zooey- J.D. Salinger
The Vagina Monolouges- Eve Ensler
Please Kill Me- Legs McNeil
Ethan From- Edith Wharton
Hairstyles of the Damned- Joe Meno
Rant- Chuck Palahniuk
Animal Farm- George Orwell

Heroes:

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My Blog

I blabber on.

I don't know how this started, I think its been going on for a while, but I hadn't really payed this thought much attention until today when Emilia was telling me about that book at about Abbie Hoffma...
Posted by Bianka on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 04:42:00 PST

So Ive been thinking

SO a few days a go I watched Waking Life. The movie is about this guy who can't seem to get out of a lucid dream he's having. And during the course of this dream he has all these conversations, well I...
Posted by Bianka on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 07:36:00 PST

beep.

theres a cat in my backyard and I think it has Kitty Leakumia (sp?), and I'm pretty sure he's already dying, and I called animal control, but he'll probably be dead by tomorrow. and I feel bad for the...
Posted by Bianka on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 06:41:00 PST

Everything is Illuminated

Excerpt from Everything is Illuminated by jonathon safran foer Not only was she the smartest citizen in Trachimbrod, she was also the most lonely and sad. She was a genius of sadness, immersing hersel...
Posted by Bianka on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 02:49:00 PST

A Venemous Tale

I was at target the other day, looking through the magazines, when all of the sudden it hit me:  what if your soulmate isn't the same as the person that your suppose to spend the rest of your lif...
Posted by Bianka on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 08:23:00 PST

me gusta le chick lit.

ok not really..ok maybe just a little. not ALL chick lit, but some of it. especially Alisa Valdes-Rodriguez, whose chick lit-tastic novel The Dirty Girls Social Club I am re-reading (I first read it w...
Posted by Bianka on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 06:44:00 PST

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

Does anyone else ever think that maybe God only loves us the way a sadist love a masochist? yeah, just a random thought.
Posted by Bianka on Tue, 29 May 2007 07:51:00 PST