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The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them. ~Stephen King

About Me

"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents... some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age."
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Who am I? Sometimes I don't know that answer. I am me...Someone who once you meet me..You will never forget. Why? Because I am always myself, someone that will stick in the depth of your mind like an uncurable mass that keeps growing, someone who makes your skin itch to the brink of being unbearable...love me or hate me, I bet you always remember me.I say what I wanna say.... do what I wanna do...be who I wanna be....I have finally meet the man of my dreams and no one in this world could ever compare. I love you Shane with all my heart...Forever baby!!!! In this day and time, when individuality is no more, I find myself drawn to people who aren't afraid to be themselves and want to be unique.This world is too full of people who want to be like everyone else. Stick true to yourself, be true to who you are...and you will have the gift I possess, and forever remain...........Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.
I can't stand false people, be real or I won't even acknowledge you exist............
I love tattoos and piercings( have 8 tats and 4 piercings myself).I think having a piece of your mind out in the open on the perfect canvas shows class and beauty. There is true beauty in the stories that lie upon the flesh....
My son is the greatest. He is so talented, and takes after me in all his strangeness
I think the world is going to shit pretty much
I love my cats...They are my babies and will kill you if you look crossways...in no time flat...REALLY...The problem with cats is that they get the exact same look on their face whether they see a moth or an axe-murderer.
That which is striking and beautiful is not always good, but that which is good is always beautiful.It is amazing how complete is the delusion that beauty is goodness.....
Some people say that cats are sneaky, evil, and cruel. True, and they have many other fine qualities as well.
I don't have to attend every argument I'm invited to.
If I added you, you must be alright, because most people suck...so rest assure in the fact,that one person thinks your cool.Me...
Other than all that...YOU ARE ALL SHEEP>>>> Baa
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My Interests

<br~cats, dark poetry,Mark Ryden art,wicca, spooky things,being different, moonlit walks,hanging out with friends, writing,mushrooms,mad love,bonfires, cemetaries, vampires, zombies, witches, HALLOWEEN/Samhain~TYPE O NEGATIVE~ NIN....

I'd like to meet:


People who I can tolerate~ People who are real~Writers~ Artists~ Musicians~ People who I could dig hanging around a bonfire with~Lonely souls who have made it through this life with reckless abandon~ PETER STEELE

Music:

Type O Negative Rob Zombie White Zombie Evans Blue Tool A Perfect Circle Stone Temple Pilots Alice In Chains Def Leppard Guns and Roses Marilyn Manson Seether Evanesence 10 Years 69 Eyes Green Day Danzig Offspring Deftones Disturbed Gin Blossums Sarah MclaughlinNine Inch NailsThe CureCoheed and CambriaAeternusDropkick Murphys

Movies:

Napoleon Dynamite HALLOWEEN Hellraiser LOTR TrilogyThe CrowScarfaceHighwayLittle NickyFear and Loathing in Las VegasWhere The Buffalo RoamOliver Stone's "The Doors"The ExorcistSling BladeSLC PunkAnimal HouseNatural Born KillersThe Godfather seriesThe Nightmare Before ChristmasThe Corpse BrideRun Ronnie, RunFull Metal JacketStrangelandHouse Of A 1000 CorpsesThe Devil's RejectsOld SchoolPink Floyd "The Wall"V for VendettaSpinal Tap

Television:

Adult Swim

Books:

Edgar Allan Poe, Marion Bradley Zimmer, Stephen King, Dean Koontz, James Clemens, HP Lovecraft

Heroes:

Mark Ryden, Peter Steele,My son, Andrew...my cats Cheyenne and Alice who have passed on in spirit...I miss them dearly...

My Blog

The Addict

Wind blowing through crimson hairMoonlight pouring down upon her faceLooking out amongst the starsQuestioning her flawed existenceCircling the paths she's crossed so many timesBut always pondering whi...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 09:56:00 PST

I Exist

My dark princeHe comes to me in quiet shadowsFlies to me with ebony wingsWhispers to me with songs of sorrowLavishes me with lustful abandonA black entity I crave with ever fiber of my beingTake the ...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Mon, 28 May 2007 10:07:00 PST

Slave

Don't look at meLike I'm a piece of trashI have more soulThan you have sense of beingWho are you?A human shell full of shit and liesLiving life for external pleasurenever looking on the insidenever fe...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Tue, 08 May 2007 11:30:00 PST

Me

In the beginning,everything is a dream.And in dreams we falterWe know not our way and our shadows mock usGhosts twirl us through has-been fingersAnd we ourselves become wisps of fantasiesWeaving throu...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Tue, 01 May 2007 11:12:00 PST

Torture

You can feel her, burning in your veins,Holding you down with titanic chains.She's everywhere, at all the turns.For her touch, your body burns.And yet you let her, despite the painsUpon your body, her...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Tue, 01 May 2007 11:10:00 PST

Remember Me

Remember MeRemember me wellDarkness encasesMind racesTrapped in a holeLosing my soulWhere am I nowwhere do I goWill this ever stopWill I ever knowLucid dreamsTranquil memoriesall fall awayNone for tod...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Tue, 01 May 2007 11:07:00 PST

I will never be beautiful

I will never be beautiful on the outsidei'm just meSimple and smallI will never be 5' 9 and full of lightI am 5'3 and dark to the coreI will never have long flowing blonde hairMine is short and crimso...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:26:00 PST

A Love Prose to my Dark Prince

why do you love mewhy do you carei only bring you miseryfrom the bowels of my sadistic souli only cause you griefi only cause you confusioni am not a happy, colorful dreambut a dark nightmareif i were...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 03:55:00 PST

Dark Cloud

my exsistence scares memy thoughts so absurdone minute in blissthe next in a spiral to the unknownwhat is wrong with meis my mind finally falling apartremembering only yesterdaysthe future seems so un...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 03:43:00 PST

Euphoria 101

Ok so I finally got to see the Lords Of Darkness in action ( Type O Negative) which as I said before, now I can die a happy fucking woman. We went through hell and Silent Hill town to get there, with ...
Posted by - exquisitely empty - on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 07:09:00 PST