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Beautiful Monster

..remember when I was sweet and unexplainable..?

About Me



I am--
a cold hearted ice princess who avoids adult vices
and doesnt go down without a fight.

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"I can never read all the books I want;
I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want.
I can never train myself in all the skills I want.
And why do I want?
I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in life.
And I am horribly limited."..

My Interests


interests include:

- eating disorders.
- gender issues.
- human behavior.
- the fucked up.
- the profound.

makes me happy:

dinosaurs.
comic books.
piercings.
broadways shows.
books.
wii sports.
bruises.
fishnets.

I'd like to meet:


i.
want.
somebody.
who can hold.
my interest.

hold it and never let it fall

tell me, for the woman who has everything
what have you got?

i want someone who's not afraid of me
or anyone else
in other words i want someone
who's not afraid of themself

do you think i'm asking too much?

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obligatory disclaimer:

i only add people that i know

Music:



Movies:



Movies pan's labyrinth devils rejects grindhouse closer jurassic park hard candy saved! black snake moan evil disco pigs dear wendy magdalene sisters me without you eternalsunshineofthespotlessmind garden state anything else se7en mysterious skin king kong beautiful girls virgin suicides lost and delirious

Television:


anything with the name Joss Whedon attached to it.

Books:


Currently Re-Reading

Heroes:

/ .This boy. /

My Blog

i am

absolutely positively disgusted.and if theres a word beyond that. then im that too.im physically sick from my disgust.ugh.
Posted by Beautiful Monster on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 09:57:00 PST

a random one.

i will try and fit everything i possible can into this post.for starters here are two recommendations. one is the movie Stardust..especially if you have never read the book..reading the book sometimes...
Posted by Beautiful Monster on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 07:32:00 PST

goodbye.

goodbye unplans. and goodbye availability. goodbye to possibilities. goodbye tuesdays. and goodbye calming water. goodbye kayaks. and goodbye friday nights. goodbye warm kisses from the sun. and goodb...
Posted by Beautiful Monster on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 07:06:00 PST

summer. aka yay for.. (continued)

After hours laundry. Parked cars. Extreme bowling. Ball wipes. Buffy singalongs. *Sex and the city marathons. Chinese food delivery. Girl talk. Cold stone. Spontaneity. Getting lost in the woods....
Posted by Beautiful Monster on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 07:25:00 PST

grr. argh.

yay?for.crying all afternoon. pulling it together last minute to have 2 hours worth of fun (with people having equally rough days) surrounded by fellow Joss Whedon followers..singing along and being s...
Posted by Beautiful Monster on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 12:21:00 PST

i do truly believe

that things would be much more simpler. if i were gender.less.sex.less.
Posted by Beautiful Monster on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 05:59:00 PST

how time flies.

Saturday, January 22nd, 2000 2:45p Well today went alot better than I had expected cuz see alright well just about every day I hang out with Michael and today I decided that I should spend time w...
Posted by Beautiful Monster on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 01:23:00 PST

summer..(to be continued)

yay for.tennis. and sweating. and for the library. and yummy barbequed food. and fireworks. and conquering fears. and amusement parks at night. and beautiful sunsets. and pouring rain. and kissing. ...
Posted by Beautiful Monster on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 10:07:00 PST

em dloh.


Posted by Beautiful Monster on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 10:02:00 PST

Eye

I am awesome.
Posted by Beautiful Monster on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 12:46:00 PST