I've got not much more to lose
But I must keep going on
I've almost resorted to drinkin booze
But I cannot turn into my mom.
I have fallen down
But I will not wear a frown
Beacause my crown is still intanct
Infact my pride will never retract
I feel I've got the bigget heart on the West Coast
Excuse me for a minute while I may boast
Why when I ask of others to help me
They're never there, especially when it matters the most?
I strive to be the biggest and best I can be
Although everyone tries to take that drive from me
I will not allow happen what they wanna see
Me fallin to the ground crying on my knees.
As much as I tried to to avoid them there will always be a wall
That I must overcome and move on
It's time to stand tall, head to sky
My whole life I'll fall but it wont help me to cry.
I just need to not be scared and try
Of course I may drop one step from my ladder
But it wouldn't even matter if I made it to the top
Success at last that nobody could stop.
This is one of the last poems of like 50 I've written and I write about issues that deeply effect me. This particular poem is inspiration for me because I had a very scary accident where I was rear ended and skidded 100+ feet barely missing oncoming traffic and then nobody wanted to help me even though I've helped them. I hope to inspire or help other people with their issues because I have a philospy and this is it: Everyone goes through the same experiences but it's thier experience that makes it different. So I feel that other people could relate to my issue and see it in another light and maybe be able to move on like I could by writing about it. So if you like my samples will you send me a message and lemme know? I like positive and negative feedback so dont be afraid to hurt my feelings lol.
Here is another poem. I will be adding a few more to a blog in a few weeks but please enjoy until then. I wrote this poem three days before my 18th birthday for my friend Donnie. May his legend live on...I miss ya man! So here goes. Its called Memories That Burn
Its been a long time
I miss you greatly
I wake up and see your place outside
I've been thinking about you lately.
There's no place for me to visit you
Because theres no head stone marking your grave
It seems like you were never even here
But I'm reminded by your empty apartment, still here to this day.
Why did they take you from me
A few days after I knew you were the one
Who was gonna treat me like a queen and be there to take car of me
If I only had one wish it would only be this one.
That you were once again put on this Earth
To be reunited with all your family and friends
We all miss your wise words, wish you had a rebirth
All in all time will heal and our hearts will mend
I truly say good-bye for the 1st time since that Father's Day
Hoping this will help me gain peace with it instead of pain
Until the day we met again, I keep your remembrance at bay
Where there's a will there's a way and I will make it through the rain.
This poem makes me cry. The good news is that after 3 long years the kid responsible for taking a much loved soul has been convicted of manslaughter and will be serving 13 years behind bars. RIP Donnie