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About Me

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the unknown sufferer
I stare at me from this place above
where slowly I die for those whom I love.
a martyr, riddled with arrows,
some for my sins, others for my sorrows.
from here I see the one who I was
who stares back with shameful eyes.
I suffered then and I suffer still,
twice as much mankind does…this was their will.
I stare at me from this cursed ground
where blood of sufferers soaks the mound,
a ghost, haunted by this horrid picture,
one of the Lord’s forgotten creatures.
hurting, he hangs, by arrows pierced
by Man accused: their fear was fierce.
yet I am him and we both are damned
twice as much mankind is…no one knows who I am.
5th march 2004
I work as a writer in a Game Development company so I spend most of my time writing lots of things, from plots to other more boring documents.
Painted Black, my band, is also a big deal in my life, my therapy, the way to cast out all the emotional storms.

My Blog

WORMWOOD

Fulgent piece of heaven Raze the night sky Bestow upon mankind The greatest of gifts Reveal eight, ten to eleven Raze us with fire Reap the sweet and unkind And make it swift ...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Jul 2009 03:19:00 GMT

AFTERLIFE

Whats this feeling which tells me to give up? Whose voice is this which tells me to accept the end? The grand suffering Of a life not lived More likely spent A cruel let...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 04:31:00 GMT

Homines : Abaddon

Building the road to a better end Still an end Bare feet over this asphalt we walk Burning, hurting Still walking The endless dark road we stubbornly build The dark road we trav...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jun 2009 10:22:00 GMT

WITHOUT THE WITHIN

this merciless hollow an endless cave in me echoes of pleads howling&they seem to last forever this ruthless grief an everlasting darkness pitch black feelings&they seem to l...
Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 03:14:00 GMT

EMPTINESSLESS

its too cold in here.put your hands over my chest.this hollow and cavernous space.now, yes, it is perfect.you can nest in itif youre not afraid.who was here before? does that matter?if you really wa...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 08:22:00 GMT

PERPETUAL

PERPETUALA line of productionTo create a rejection.Your wisdom to the subjectUsed as a tool against me.Your flesh was my temple,Produced a chain reaction,Locked me in the chambers,Flooding me with lus...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Feb 2009 09:54:00 GMT

FLESH BECAME ART

sober again. awaken from my sudden trance in another I remain while I look at her like who looks to a painting  a piece of art she was a master-piece she is now created from something so...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 04:52:00 GMT

SHE CRIED THE RIVERS

The crow clad the sunThe murder of crows clad the daylightWith the darkness installedBy a pulsing shroudThis swarm of black-hearted creaturesBrought a princessAnd in the very moment crowned her queen ...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 04:50:00 GMT

EXHAUSTED

Last weekend I had a minor case of insomnia. Minor case because it's all solved now, but it brought back memories of my long sleepless period...the period that inspired me for this poem, back in 2001....
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 16:50:00 GMT

CYANIDE BLUES

Cyanide blues Numb my movementsParalyze my heartCut my breathWith one single kiss Nerves collapseBrain activity endsSpasms of certain deathAnd your sweet taste Sour sugar pi...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 14:00:00 GMT