here in this place |
my body holding on tight
to these things
what are they
a mangled mess
these thoughts and fears
they are tied up
suffocating my mind and my organs
holding me back from
this moment
from just being h... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 07:34:00 PST |
How sad for you |
I really feel sad for those people that feel that they need to spend their money on plastic surgery. No one is perfect, no one loves their body 100%, but seriously? Never once has the thought cros... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 06:55:00 PST |
Mountain Thunder |
the dark sky speckled with starsholds us nearremembering those nightsof quiet where - in the silence I gripped your mane and pulled myself onto your backthe smell of yousomething to never be forgotten... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 08:23:00 PST |
R.I.P Sora |
After GrayA candle flutters by a fresh graveas ghosts rise up and up.We sit on old magazines amid the dampand plan a garden that will last.awhile as we remember howfriendship wears so many faces,has n... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 07:10:00 PST |
2 days |
i will be in hawaii in 2 days. honestly nothing could be better. it is truly where my heart belongs and i cant wait. Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 09:00:00 PST |
Waking up |
i woke up and there i wasfeeling my own skinmy own breathhow could i have lost thisdeeply lost where sometimes its hard to even open my eyesmy body and mindfall into patternbut my heart does not follo... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Tue, 29 May 2007 06:47:00 PST |
the next 9 days |
my face will be shoved into my books and i wont emerge until this test is over. sorry if i am being a hermit and not calling anyone. Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Tue, 22 May 2007 06:46:00 PST |
tofu in the morning |
I take a deep breathhoping that it might dissolve all the bad choices i have madeeach footstep is one more that i have already treaded onand i wonderat night when my body is sleepingdose my mind or my... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:21:00 PST |
Amazing words - new theme song |
ReflectionsI'm lost again out on the highwaysearching for answers that i fearand it couldn't be much clearerwhen objects in the mirror are closer than they appearmy mind is definitly twisted cant let ... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Mon, 07 May 2007 09:01:00 PST |
hawaii |
i went on vacation. a much needed one at that. I got to see my Grandmother that has been sick and that was really important. I have decided that i will move to hawaii. My plans are possibly within... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 10:00:00 PST |