here in this place | 
my body holding on tight
to these things
what are they 
a mangled mess 
these thoughts and fears
they are tied up 
suffocating my mind and my organs
holding me back from 
this moment
from just being h... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 07:34:00 PST | 
How sad for you | 
I really feel sad for those people that feel that they need to spend their money on plastic surgery.  No  one is perfect,  no one loves their body 100%, but seriously?  Never once has the thought cros... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 06:55:00 PST | 
Mountain Thunder | 
the dark sky speckled with starsholds us nearremembering those nightsof quiet where - in the silence I gripped your mane and pulled myself onto your backthe smell of yousomething to never be forgotten... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 08:23:00 PST | 
R.I.P Sora | 
After GrayA candle flutters by a fresh graveas ghosts rise up and up.We sit on old magazines amid the dampand plan a garden that will last.awhile as we remember howfriendship wears so many faces,has n... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 07:10:00 PST | 
2 days | 
i will be in hawaii in 2 days.  honestly nothing could be better.  it is truly where my heart belongs and i cant wait. Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 09:00:00 PST | 
Waking up | 
i woke up and there i wasfeeling my own skinmy own breathhow could i have lost thisdeeply lost where sometimes its hard to even open my eyesmy body and mindfall into patternbut my heart does not follo... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Tue, 29 May 2007 06:47:00 PST | 
the next 9 days | 
my face will be shoved into my books and i wont emerge until this test is over.  sorry if i am being a hermit and not calling anyone. Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Tue, 22 May 2007 06:46:00 PST | 
tofu in the morning | 
I take a deep breathhoping that it might dissolve all the bad choices i have madeeach footstep is one more that i have already treaded onand i wonderat night when my body is sleepingdose my mind or my... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:21:00 PST | 
Amazing words - new theme song | 
ReflectionsI'm lost again out on the highwaysearching for answers that i fearand it couldn't be much clearerwhen objects in the mirror are closer than they appearmy mind is definitly twisted cant let ... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Mon, 07 May 2007 09:01:00 PST | 
hawaii | 
i went on vacation.  a much needed one at that.  I got to see my Grandmother that has been sick and that was really important.  I have decided that i will move to hawaii.  My plans are possibly within... Posted by *C*H*A*I*T*E*A* on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 10:00:00 PST |