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FrEAk!

JESUS YOU PAY NOW BITCH!

About Me


"positive thinking and positive action lead to results"-- Anton Szandor LaVey
" a satanist should not allow himself to be programmed by others. He should fight tooth and nail against it, for that is the greatest enemy to his freedom of spirit. it is the very denial of life itself, which was given to him for a wondrous, unique experience -- not for limitation of the colorless existence of others" --Anton Szandor Lavey : The Devil's Notebook--
"what are you on? Whatever it is, i need to get some" -- a guy at the bar reacting to my dance moves.
Well what can I say to you to make you actually like me? Nothing. I have satanistic beliefs. Some may think that I worship the devil...which is not true. They need to read the satanic bible before talking to me!
I go by the name freak. Don't bother asking me for my real name unless if you are under these conditions
1.I work with you
2.I am in your family
3.If I met you at taproot
4. If you love taproot
5.If you plan to date me. Other than that, freak is required.
Currently I am going to school for French Education, Math Education, and Communications. Hopefully I will teach high school french and math while promoting bands overseas.
I dont like men much but that does not make me a lesbian. Some men are just stupid and they dont know how to ask me out on a date properly.
I am not here for sex. Any male stating that they want to bang me will feel my wrath. However, If I tell you that I am provoked to bang you, consider that a good thing because I am not attracted to a lot of males.
I don't really worship anyone but I do believe what my dead people tell me when I conduct seances with my sister. Well except for what this spirit guide bleu tells me. He is full of shit and will always be full of shit. I would like to take the time to give thanks to a male who told me about the anderson church in ohio. I dont know the significance to it but I'd like to thank him. Also I like to thank him for telling me to help his friend. I will help his friend the best way that I can.
I am a very expressive person to the point where I say shit that is out of line. I also do this to test people's reactions. IF you think I am testing your reaction, do not respond. If you dont respond me, I will get angry with you and I will be bored of you.
I love most animals. I dont really like humans too much because some are a threat to society. I have four cats and two dogs. My cats are named Fidget, Jasmine, Bagheera, and Chino. I have two dogs by the name of Tiki and Parker Joseph. In case you were wondering, Parker Joseph is named after Parker from evans blue and Joe pitter from evans blue. IF you have not heard the music by evans blue, then you should. You will not be disappointed with their art that they have created.
I am pretty open minded with my music. To me, music shapes who you are... the more you have and the more diverse you are, the better. I do not like the songs that program people. These songs would be Fergalicious by Fergie and Sexy Back by Justin Timberlake. Dont get me wrong they are great artists and people but I find it pretty damn pathetic that people follow and copy those songs.
I have an addiction to concerts. I love going there and feeling the vibes of musicians. If I feel your soul while performing, you are doing something correctly. If I can't feel shit, then you need to get into it more.
Some of the entertainment industry bores me. I am a hard person to entertain. Some people say that I am so entertaining that I should be on MTV's the Real World. I will laugh if the producers choose my character.
I am an asshole at times but I do this for my own protection. Most people in this world are shitbags and I am trying my best to protect myself from them.
Men, If you have the hots for me after reading this description, Do not tell me. Also, dont bother giving me ego boosts. If you do, I will show agreement and tell you that I know I am hot, have big tits, and so forth.
I am also a hopefull romantic. Romance is a very big part of me. If you want to woo me, dont do the conventional shit. I want creative men. If you cant be creative with me, then you are in the shitter.
I am also in a relationship with an immortal man. Don't bother asking me out on a date because mortal men piss me off. They dont know how to satisfy me.
Well that is the synopsis of the freak. Any contacts are greatly appreciated. Have a great day fuckwad.
IF YOU NEED TO CONTACT ME, YOU CAN ON AOL INSTANT MESSENGER. MY SCREENNAME IS SILENCEDBYANECHO.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Freak
Birthday: 11/17/1986
Birthplace: Wyandotte, Michigan
Current Location: Laguna Beach, Michigan
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Shit Brown
Height: 5'8''
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed
Your Heritage: Dirty American with Part German
The Shoes You Wore Today: Slip on Airwalks
Your Weakness: My Sex Drive
Your Fears: Falling in love with bleu
Your Perfect Pizza: Meat Lovers Pizza from Pizza Hut
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pass School without having a psychotic episode
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: I am Alive
Your Best Physical Feature: My Vagina
Your Bedtime: Midnight
Your Most Missed Memory: Having My Grandmothers on Earth
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither, I prefer Arizona Iced Tea Bitch
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: I did
Do you Swear: I do when I am mad
Do you Sing: Yes but I suck
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: I am there
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: At times no
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: I am not that ugly but I am not a knock out either
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Somewhat
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: I play my asshole if that counts
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Yes, Geodon
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: Emotionally Yes
Ever Shoplifted: Yes
How do you want to Die: Skydiving Naked
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Prostitute
What country would you most like to Visit: France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Dark
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: 6'2''
Weight: Slender
Best Clothing Style: Metrosexual
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1 and its for mental health purposes
Number of CDs I own: 200
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Too Many to count
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My Interests


video blogs
concerts
taproot
studying pop culture and the effects on the general public
pestering the general public
being a pro groupie
being a pro loser
satanism
practicing tarot
being an asshole to those around me
men
dancing
night clubs
voodoo nightclub
windsor
france
french language

wonders of the brain
Music
Psychology
Books
theories
people in general
being accused of drug abuse
being isolated by the general public
The smell of hot man

I'd like to meet:



Those that study me religiously, Squidward on Acid, THE CAPTAIN, MY SECRET ADMIRER, My Grandmother in the flesh, Alec Anson in the flesh, James Babyak in the flesh, Phillip Lipscomb, Stephen Richards, Mike Dewolf, Jarrod Montague, La La the alien in the flesh, Margaruite in the flesh, Aron in the flesh, Bleu in the flesh, My dead aunt dorothy in the flesh, Musicians, people who choose music as a weapon, The man of my dreams, Satan in the flesh, Jesus in the flesh, God in the flesh, The Antichrist, JT, All of the dead people in the flesh. Basically I want to be able to see and hear all of the dead people in the flesh. If I can do that then I will be able to thank them by throwing them a party.

OH AND HERE IS SOME INFO ABOUT MY CLUB CALLED THE PRO GROUPIE ALLIANCE!

I am the president. I am responsible for making sure that all other members can attend the concers in which i am going to. If no other members are going, i will need to seek out new members to join the force. My duties include making food for bands, participating or starting mosh pits, finding after parties, getting contact information, and make new connections at place of concerts.

Here are our following missions 1. go to many concerts. If you are not a concert whore then you cannot be part of this organization.

2. meet as many people in the music industry as possible. This would mean, showing up 3 hours before doors just to talk to the band as they arrive before their show.

3. talk to bands after their shows and have somewhat normal conversations. However in my case, that would be impossible. I always have to bring up some stupid shit and how i hate cheese.

4. make them food. Make the bands you love food because it is a token of appreciation. Plus, you may just be recognized later if the band gets big (Taking back sunday in my case would by my example)

5. Go on road trips. We progroupies die for our bands. We will travel leg and foot and ass to see the band we love. Also, if we tell the band this, they will be even more appreciative.

6. write about our experience. WE write about the experience of concert going. Also, if we are lucky, include pictures of our experience as well.

I HAVE VIDEO BLOGS AT WWW.YOUTUBE.COM/SILENCEDBYANECHO

OH AND CHECK OUT NSYNC! ROCK ON FUCKERS!

Music:

I will seek the artist out. Do not promote to me.As for now, i am listening to these fun people:

2PAC
3LW
30 SECONDS TO MARS
98 DEGREES
10000 MANIACS
AALIYAH
ACCEPTANCE
CHRISTINA AGUILERA (OLD SCHOOL)
THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS (BOTH OLD AND NEW)
AMERIE
APHASIA
ASHANTI
ATC
ATREYU
AVANT
BACKSTREET BOYS
BBMAK
BENNY BENASSI
BLAQUE
MARY J BLIGE
BLINK 182
BLUE OCTOBER
TONI BRAXTON
BLUE CANTRELL
MARIAH CAREY (OLD SCHOOL, NEW SHIT IS SHIT)
CHEVELLE
COLDPLAY
THE CRANBERRIES
CROSSFADE
BOY GEORGE AND THE CULTURE CLUB
CRAIG DAVID
DEPECHE MODE
DESTINY'S CHILD
CELINE DION
DMX
DREAM
EMINEM
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
ENRIQUE INGLESIAS (SPELLING?!)
GLORIA ESTEFAN
EVANESCENCE
FLYLEAF
FOO FIGHTERS
THE FRAY
GODSMACK
GOOD CHARLOTTE (ONLY THE YOUNG AND HOPELESS cd)
GOO GOO DOLLS
GREEN DAY
GREENWHEEL
GERI HALLIWELL
HOOTIE AND THE BLOWFISH
WHITNEY HOUSTON
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS
MICHAEL JACKSON
JANET JACKSON
RICK JAMES
JAY Z
JEWEL
JIMMY EAT WORLD
ELTON JOHN
ALICIA KEYS
KITTIE
KORN
LENNY KRAVITZ
LFO
LINKIN PARK
LINDSAY LOHAN
JENNIFER LOPEZ
MADONNA
MARILYN MANSON
MAROON 5
RICKY MARTIN
MATCHBOX 20
JOHN MAYER
GEORGE MICHAEL
KYLIE MINOGUE
MONICA
MANDY MOORE
ALANIS MORISSETTE
MUDVAYNE
SAMANTHA MUMBA
MYA
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
NELLY
NSYNC
OTOWN
OUR LADY PEACE
JENNIFER PAIGE
PINK
THE PRESIDENTS OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
PRETTY RICKY
PRINCE
P. DIDDY
RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS
R.E.M
LEANN RIMES
SALIVA
SEAL
SEETHER (GOOD LUCK SHAUN!)
SHAGGY
SIMPLY PLAN
JESSICA SIMPSON
SISTER HAZEL
SISQO
THE SMASHING PUMPKINS
BRITNEY SPEARS
SPICE GIRLS (MY FIRST CONCERT!)
STAIND
GWEN STEFANI
ROD STEWART
STING AND THE POLICE
JOSS STONE
SYSTEM OF A DOWN
TAKING BACK SUNDAY
TAPROOT (MY FAVORITE BAND)
EVANS BLUE
NEVERENDING WHITE LIGHTS
NIRVANA

ANY OTHER WEIRD SHIT.

Movies:

I AM OPEN TO MOST MOVIES BUT I DO NOT GO TO THE MOVIES OFTEN. MY DEFINITION OF A MOVIE INVOLVES ROCK CONCERTS.

Television:

Television corrupts my fragile mind. It drove me to my insanity.

Books:

FRENCH
ALGEBRA
PARANORMAL SCIENCES THEOLOGY
PSYCHOLOGY
METAPHYSICAL SHIT
MUSICIANS JOURNALS
CREDITS OFF OF CD JACKETS

Heroes:

NO ONE CAN SAVE ME. I WILL CONTINUE TO SLIDE INTO A FURTHER DEPRESSION. NOT A SOUL CAN SAVE ME. NOT EVEN JESUS CHRIST. I DO HAVE A GUY IN MY DREAMS BUT ACCORDING TO MY DEAD PEOPLE HE IS NO ONE. OH WELL. LOOKS LIKE MY HOPES ARE SHATTERED.

My Blog

I Love Bleu

The past two days were really good. I got to go to concerts. For those who have not been spying on me, I went to the Billy Talent show on 5/18 and I went to the Keane show on 5/19. Both shows were goo...
Posted by FrEAk! on Mon, 21 May 2007 05:53:00 PST

WOW

I never realized how sick in the head I was until I read all of my previous blog entries. I have a big problem. I guess this is why I still see a therapist. I will write something later. ...
Posted by FrEAk! on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:27:00 PST

The Sweet Smell of Roses Got Me Again

I don't know where to start again. I am lost within the love that you have given me throughout my existence. Now that you are gone I feel like I can't complete the business that I have. Missing you ha...
Posted by FrEAk! on Sun, 13 May 2007 06:42:00 PST

Currently I Hate My Life

I am having a bad day again. I am having one of those days where I feel incredibly weak. I feel like crying again but in order to be strong, I have to keep the cries and the screams on the inside. I c...
Posted by FrEAk! on Fri, 11 May 2007 06:53:00 PST

This Is Your Last Chance Mister Male

Look buddy, I am getting sick and tired of waiting for you to approach me. I know that you have been watching my every move and you know it too. I wrote a blog a while ago asking you why you watch me....
Posted by FrEAk! on Wed, 02 May 2007 06:41:00 PST

Tag I am It

Rules: Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 8 weird/random things, habits, or facts about yourself. At the end you have to choose 8 people to be tagged and list their names. Do...
Posted by FrEAk! on Tue, 01 May 2007 01:14:00 PST

My Grandmother Was Right

First of all before I start telling you about the daniel victor show I must clarify my intentions with my web cam. I have heard some things from people and rumor has it is that I send people videos of...
Posted by FrEAk! on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:33:00 PST

My First Annoying Survey

Hello, I am doing a survey because I have no life and no one to hang out with so all of this boredom has made me do something crazy as a survey. Enjoy the answers. Oh yeah I stole this from my friend ...
Posted by FrEAk! on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 05:51:00 PST

No More Video Blogs

Its official, I got into deep shit with my web cam so I can no longer post any more video blogs. I am sure its not a big problem because most of my videos are stupid but I like talking to a camera bet...
Posted by FrEAk! on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 12:05:00 PST

Taste My Venom Sweet Lover, It Will Kill You

I think i am going to test my mind body and spirit by not eating anymore. I want to see how many days I can go without eating. I am just starting to hate food. I dont really need it. I can drink slim...
Posted by FrEAk! on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 03:30:00 PST