Out of the ash I rise / with my red hair / And I eat men like air." - Sylvia Plath "Lady Lazarus
About Me
Which John Cusack Are You?I'm becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away
And well you might say
I'm losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myselfSometimes I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes I can see right through myselfLess concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Cause it doesn't really matter anymore
(no it doesn't really matter anymore)
No it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymoreYes I am alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it's because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myselfI just made you up to hurt myself, yeah
And I just made you up to hurt myselfAnd it worked.
Yes it did!There is no you
There is only me
There is no you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only meOnlyWell the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab
And I had this funny feeling like I just knew it's something bad
I just couldn't leave it alone, I kept picking at the scab
It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed throughNow I am somewhere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I know I really shouldn't see
And now I know why, now, now, now I know why
Things aren't as pretty
On the inside
My Interests
I'd like to meet:
People who know when to take things seriously and when to laugh.