My first true love! This is what I do! It's in my blood! While everyone else was in Little League or at the Boys and Girls Club or whatever....I was out barrel racing and pole bending!! For almost 5yrs! I miss that so much! I'd rather be on a horse than on a quad ANY DAY OF THE WEEK! Cant wait for the day I get back on!! ♥
I ♥ LOVE ♥
Sexy heels! I have over 15 pairs and counting and I look amazing in every pair!! Instant self-confidence!! LOL! Dark Chocolate candy bars! Diet Pepsi and Diet Dr. Pepper! Mango and Peach Sorbet! Choc Chip cookies! Tropical Skittles! Hiking w/ Bronx! Tanning! Running! Laughing! The Zoo! Riding Quads! Traveling! Mission Bay and San Diego! Parasailing! Seafood! Taking naps the middle of the afternoon w/ all the windows open! Hammocks! Hot summer afternoons by the pool! Rollar Coasters! Hide and Go Seek in the dark! Peanut Butter and Bananas on Toast! Orange Juice! Starbucks! My Crock Pot! Baking cookies and Pies! Sitting in the Sauna after a good workout! Getting my hair and nails done! Spending money!
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♥ Females who call themselves dimes, silverdollars, or just money in general can't seem to comprehend that the real beauty a woman has is priceless. ♥
♥ A true man doesnt romance a different girl every night....he romances the same one for the rest of his life! ♥
"And if I did have a choice
I'd never want to live forever
Just let me have a voice so I can make my points
I can't imagine running a race with no finish line
Just let me keep my pace and make to most of my time
I love giving but I'm bad at receiving
The truth is, I'd prefer to be the one bleeding
But I'm a paranoid that stays between play and work
Cautious and aware, 'cause I'm afraid of being hurt
Which brings me to the issue
And that would be this:
How often must I ask myself why I exist?
I feel like a freak, this world is a circus
Just trying to find myself as well as my purpose"
Love's Deceit by Big Rube
pleasure turns to the pain
lessons learned from the strain
questions burned in my brain..
about whether love is humane
in its touch.
these thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream
in the tears of your deceit.
fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos
of our intertwined emotions.
chaotic because the anchor of Erros' arrow has been plucked
from the vessel of my undying infatuation
separation not as simple as the distance between us
my mind no longer possessed by demons
that have been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies
the seeds of these lies rooted so deeply
they have cracked the foundation of what we once shared
allowing the faith in us i had sealed inside
to gush out like a river
ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts
as violently and as brutally as if it were a child
being taken from its mothers arms
im left surrounded in darkness
but i refuse to be swallowed by it
my loneliness like the night air
invisible to the eye
obvious to the touch
it is cold uncomfortableness
yet if i could do it all over again
id do it in the same skin im in
to lay down and let love die
just stay down and let love lie?
no, no.. not i
id stay around and let love fly
even though i have seen its darkest form
deceit
nothing else could taste this warm
or feel this sweet...
♥♥♥
TOPFLIGHT!!
Those are my girls for life!! I love them to death! If I ever need anything I know I can call them!! I have more fun with them than I do with just about anyone else! We laugh nonstop and LOVE goin out and makin a scene! There really are no words to describe how great these ladies make me feel! I dont know what I'd do without them!! They are truly the bestest friends anyone could ask for! We are a crazy bunch of wild good times and laughter when we're all together! Definitely attract all of the attention! TOPFLIGHT! LOL! Damn....we have entirely TOO MUCH FUN!! I fuckin love you hoes to death!!!