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~NITASHA~

LEAVIN FOR CALI TONIGHT!!

About Me


Nitasha Miller & Jimmy Ogle
Together 7yrs 01/26/00-01/26/07!!


For those of you who do not know, today marks 7 years that Jimmy and I have been in love with each other. I was just 15 years old and Jimmy was 16. That is when this amazing relationship began and neither of us have been the same ever since. We have been through so much and also accomplished so much together during that time. We had our break-ups and make-ups just like any other couple. Neither one of us have been perfect in this relationship, we are human and no one is perfect. And for that matter, no love is perfect either but I believe that when you truly love someone and are meant to be, you can overcome any obstacle! Nothing will ever take the place of the memories we have made and the bond that we share. We are high school sweethearts. We were together for all of our homecomings, proms, graduations, etc. We made our long distance relationship last while I lived in Tucson for a year after high school. We got our first apartment together when we were 18 and bought our first house together when we were just 20 years old. We have seen each other at our very lowest, as well as at our very best and we’ve stuck by each other throughout it all. We’ve both changed over the years in more ways than one but still manage to keep one thing the same, our love for each other. We couldn’t imagine our lives without either of us being a part of it. I am the happiest with him than I have ever been and I know that we'll be together for the rest of our lives and I cannot wait to see what other memories we will make in the many more years to come!
I love you so much baby!!
On Love
Thomas a Kempis (1379-1471)
Love is a mighty power, a great and complete good. Love alone lightens every burden, and makes rough places smooth. It bears every hardship as though it were nothing, and renders all bitterness sweet and acceptable.
Nothing is sweeter than love, Nothing stronger, Nothing higher, Nothing wider, Nothing more pleasant, Nothing fuller or better in heaven or earth; for love is born of God.
Love flies, runs and leaps for joy. It is free and unrestrained. Love knows no limits, but ardently transcends all bounds. Love feels no burden, takes no account of toil, attempts things beyond its strength.
Love sees nothing as impossible, for it feels able to achieve all things. It is strange and effective, while those who lack love faint and fail.
Love is not fickle and sentimental, nor is it intent on vanities. Like a living flame and a burning torch, it surges upward and surely surmounts every obstacle.

Hmmm.....where to even start.....
My name is Nitasha. I have many other aliases as well...LOL!...."Babe" "La'TASHA" "Tasha" "Sister" "NIfuckinTASHA" "White Chocolate" "Tash" "Sweatpea"....all kinds of em and the list keeps gettin bigger! LMAO!!
I'm extremely independent and definitely know how to take care of myself! Certainly dont need anyone to take care of me but I also dont need the responsibilties of taking care of someone else either so make sure you can at least do that before you try taking on this life with me.
"They say it's lonely at the top, in whatever you do
You always gotta watch motherfuckers around you
Nobody's invincible, no plan is foolproof
We all must meet our moment of truth...."
...Just as you'll receive what is comin to you
Everybody else is gonna get theirs too
I ain't no saint, therefore I cannot dispute
That everyone must meet their moment of truth
Actions have reactions, don't be quick to judge
You may not know the hardships people don't speak of
It's best to step back, and observe with couth
For we all must meet our moment of truth
Sometimes you gotta dig deep, when problems come near
Don't fear things get severe for everybody everywhere
Why do bad things happen, to good people?
Seems that life is just a constant war between good and evil
The situation that I'm facin, is mad amazin
to think such problems can arise from minor confrontations
Now I'm contemplatin in my bedroom pacin
Dark clouds over my head, my heart's racin
Suicide? Nah, I'm not a foolish guy
Don't even feel like drinking, or even gettin high
Cause all that's gonna do really, is accelerate
the anxieties that I wish I could alleviate
But wait, I've been through a whole lot of other shit, before
So I oughta be able, to withstand some more
But I'm sweatin though, my eyes are turnin red and yo
I'm ready to lose my mind but instead I use my mind
I put down the knife, and take the bullets out my nine
My only crime, was that I'm too damn kind
And now some scandalous motherfuckers wanna take what's mine
But they can't take the respect, that I've earned in my lifetime
And you know they'll never stop the furious force of my rhymes
So like they say, every dog has it's day
And like they say, God works in a mysterious way
So I pray, remembering the days of my youth
As I prepare to meet my moment of truth..."

My Interests



My first true love! This is what I do! It's in my blood! While everyone else was in Little League or at the Boys and Girls Club or whatever....I was out barrel racing and pole bending!! For almost 5yrs! I miss that so much! I'd rather be on a horse than on a quad ANY DAY OF THE WEEK! Cant wait for the day I get back on!! ♥

I ♥ LOVE ♥
Sexy heels! I have over 15 pairs and counting and I look amazing in every pair!! Instant self-confidence!! LOL! Dark Chocolate candy bars! Diet Pepsi and Diet Dr. Pepper! Mango and Peach Sorbet! Choc Chip cookies! Tropical Skittles! Hiking w/ Bronx! Tanning! Running! Laughing! The Zoo! Riding Quads! Traveling! Mission Bay and San Diego! Parasailing! Seafood! Taking naps the middle of the afternoon w/ all the windows open! Hammocks! Hot summer afternoons by the pool! Rollar Coasters! Hide and Go Seek in the dark! Peanut Butter and Bananas on Toast! Orange Juice! Starbucks! My Crock Pot! Baking cookies and Pies! Sitting in the Sauna after a good workout! Getting my hair and nails done! Spending money!
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I'd like to meet:



♥ Females who call themselves dimes, silverdollars, or just money in general can't seem to comprehend that the real beauty a woman has is priceless. ♥

♥ A true man doesnt romance a different girl every night....he romances the same one for the rest of his life! ♥

Music:

"And if I did have a choice
I'd never want to live forever
Just let me have a voice so I can make my points
I can't imagine running a race with no finish line
Just let me keep my pace and make to most of my time
I love giving but I'm bad at receiving
The truth is, I'd prefer to be the one bleeding
But I'm a paranoid that stays between play and work
Cautious and aware, 'cause I'm afraid of being hurt
Which brings me to the issue
And that would be this:
How often must I ask myself why I exist?
I feel like a freak, this world is a circus
Just trying to find myself as well as my purpose"



Love's Deceit by Big Rube

pleasure turns to the pain
lessons learned from the strain
questions burned in my brain..
about whether love is humane
in its touch.
these thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream
in the tears of your deceit.
fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos
of our intertwined emotions.
chaotic because the anchor of Erros' arrow has been plucked
from the vessel of my undying infatuation
separation not as simple as the distance between us
my mind no longer possessed by demons
that have been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies
the seeds of these lies rooted so deeply
they have cracked the foundation of what we once shared
allowing the faith in us i had sealed inside
to gush out like a river
ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts
as violently and as brutally as if it were a child
being taken from its mothers arms
im left surrounded in darkness
but i refuse to be swallowed by it
my loneliness like the night air
invisible to the eye
obvious to the touch
it is cold uncomfortableness
yet if i could do it all over again
id do it in the same skin im in
to lay down and let love die
just stay down and let love lie?
no, no.. not i
id stay around and let love fly
even though i have seen its darkest form
deceit
nothing else could taste this warm
or feel this sweet...



Books:



Heroes:

♥♥♥

TOPFLIGHT!!

Those are my girls for life!! I love them to death! If I ever need anything I know I can call them!! I have more fun with them than I do with just about anyone else! We laugh nonstop and LOVE goin out and makin a scene! There really are no words to describe how great these ladies make me feel! I dont know what I'd do without them!! They are truly the bestest friends anyone could ask for! We are a crazy bunch of wild good times and laughter when we're all together! Definitely attract all of the attention! TOPFLIGHT! LOL! Damn....we have entirely TOO MUCH FUN!! I fuckin love you hoes to death!!!

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