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♥ mas·och·ist noun someone who obtains pleasure from receiving pain or punishment either from themself or someone else. sa·dist noun someone who obtains pleasure from inflicting pain on others. ♥ i paint his fingernails while we watch yaoi together i am currently in love with one of the greatest people you could ever meet, and i am determined to make this work. sometimes i hate my life, but i try to enjoy every second of every day. yes, i am bisexual. i have been in love with a girl. i hate when people follow the trends. i dont particularly like people in general. theyre all the fucking same. your conformity amazes me. hypocritical and shallow. even i can be sometimes. its nothing personal. i get mad easily. as far as religious beliefs go, dont ask. youll just be wasting your time. fuck you... my friends mean the world to me. nothing could ever change that. i dont do drugs or drink, and i can honestly say that i have never smoked a cigarette in my life. im not a slut/whore/skank/etc. but you can call me whatever the fuck you want to. if it was up to me, my appearence and surroundings would be much more extreme. dont try to fucking change me. it wont work. i used to be big into self-mutilation. i still find myself almost fucking up in that department. not because im depressed. i like it. there is only one reason why i havent. i think my scars are beautiful... you can point them out all you want to. it wont phase me one bit. i have made some pretty major mistakes in my life. im trying to get rid of those ghosts... but they still seem to be everywhere i turn. i have had my share of fucked up relationships. i think i will finally be able to stop looking back, or at least overcome them. i can sit here and say that i wish none of those things happened to me, but im completely grateful of the lessons learned by them, and the person that i turned out to be thus far. im absolutely not perfect, but i try to put other people before myself. im always here to listen if anyone needs it. .:random facts:. i have fucking INSOMNIA or something. i tend to get sick alot, and i hate the sun. i DESPISE the sun. when i get mad i can think of some of the most vulgar, morbid and gorey things imaginable. you would think im mentally insane. spiders, heights, and heartbreak are among my worst fears. most of my dreams are bad dreams. marilyn manson is amazing and absolutely beautiful to me. rainy and cold days are great, but combined is the best. my favorite color is rainbow. im addicted to doodling on my pants. i usually blame myself for everything that goes wrong. one day i want to make a trip to japan. i love anime and japanese culture. i usually only paint the fingernails on one of my hands, and if i paint both theyre never the same color. i hate body hair, muscles, and egos. .:more to come:.