Antonio

DON'T FOLLOW ME. I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I'M HEADED AND WHEN I GET THERE, I'LL PROBABLY BE SOMEBODY ELSE.I don't believe the world is going to end in 2012 - i think the Myans had to end their calendar somewhere and it just so happens that we've lasted long enough to get worried about it ---- i do believe in the power people have when they're working toward fulfilling a prophecy... (especially when the prophecy itself is vague and subject to translation error and individual interpretation) if enough of the wrong people believe the world is supposed to end at a certain point in time and they, by helping facilitate it, are somehow aiding 'god' or a prophet or Nostradomus or whatever, anything like that - it'll happen. But the exculivse claimsto god given authority,made byhysterical clerics on both sides and futher stoked by armageddon minded christians who hope to bring on the apocalypse preceded by the death or conversion of all Jews,have made the siutation insufferable and put the whole of humanity in the postion of hostage to quarrel that now features the threat of neclear war.I sit on a cloud only few can vision. I was never part of the in crowd, I made my own scene- the crowd wanted to be part of me. I am a walking enigma, I speak in colors and i will paint that I splash on the world. I will leave my mark.Violence makes me sick but so does watching people kiss if either one is left alone too long to feedback on itself. opposition is what makes balance make sense.I hate how people with a little bit of false power seem to think they own you or think they are better than you just because the have power.I like to qusetion everything even shit people are scared to death of i believe that when people are raised all of the parents traits and ignorances lack of knowledge is what makes you what you are.People that lose control from certain situations without focusing have a nervous breakdown. When you lose control of your nerves its like a mental and spiritual barrier has been broken.When we do not know what is our true essence, then we unconsciously make everything real. Our thoughts become reality. Our emotions become our truth. Our beliefs become our way of life. We literally become victims of our own individual perceptions As long as i can remember i feel i have had this great creative and spiritual force within me that is greater than faith,greater than ambition,greater than confindence,greater than determination greater than vision.It is all these combined.My brain becomes magnetized with this dominating force which i hold in my hands.I believe in being orginal seeking the truth having no shape or form. To be endless full of hope and creation enegry unbound thoughts as cooling as water.