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kenzie.

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About Me

im mackenzie.
i love my boyfriend ryan, he always makes me smile. i love him so much hes an amazing person and im so glad he let me see that he gives me something to look forward to every day i couldnt imagine life with out him, he's my other half. i love him with everything in me,
just be real, life is short and i don’t have time for fake people.
babyyy grab you, and hug you, and kiss you on the neck! i love laying with him, and just starring into his eyes. and smiling in because that is the only thing i can do when he is near. i love this boy, i just know with him, hes perfect and sweet and kind and funny. hes such a beautiful person. he means the world to me. he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. he makes me smile. he makes me laugh. he knows when im bullshitting. i dont know what i would do without him in my life. he shares kisses with me. he keeps my secrets. we play twister together. He has let me be a part of his life, and it has been life changing.
"Yeah we all shine on, like the moon, and the stars, and the sun"
lauren :p this girl means the world to me, she is my best friend. were like sisters. rummy, food, letters, drawings, texts, music,secrets, laughing, love, pictures, concerts, pong, shopping, crying, everything! i love her and she makes me so happy! i can tell her anything. i trust her completely. she sends me letters when she goes away. she writes me notes to find when im sad. shes the best.
chica bear! O M G this girl is my best friend as well and i think that life would be truely just horrible if she wasnt. who else would get yelloweyed with me? or play pong with me? or play video games with me? or watch degrassi with me? or scream and cover her ears in i am legends with me? or go see juno two times with me? or write me notes? who would read meh shitttay poetry and say its da shit? shes the best person ive ever known. she is just auhmazing, and i love her like you should be jealous!
brittttttt i love this woman! she is sexxxxxay! and, she isnt to shabby at guitar hero but i give her a run for her money! were both fans of the movie thirteen, and well she is my gym bio and everything else budddy :D
K A Y L A
she is just da sheeeet! she sucks on meh piece. she makes fun of fake biotches with me. she takes pictures in bathrooms with me. she can dance like shakira and black bootylicious ladies! and i loooove her!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



“This much im certain of: it doesn’t happen immediately. You’ll finish and that will be that, until a moment will come, maybe in a month, maybe a year, maybe even several years. You’ll be sick or feeling troubled or deeply in love or quietly uncertain or even content for the first time in your life. It won’t matter. Out of the blue, beyond any cause you can trace, you’ll suddenly realize things are not how you perceived them to be at all. For some reason, you will no longer be the person you believed you once were. You’ll detect slow and subtle shifts going on all around you, more importantly shifts in you. Worse, you’ll realize its always been shifting like a shimmer of sorts, a vast shimmer, only dark like a room. But you won’t understand why or how. You’ll have forgotten what granted you this awareness in the first place.
Old shelter- television, magazines, movies- won’t protect you anymore. You might try scribbling in a journal, on a napkin, maybe even in the margins of this book. That’s when you’ll discover you no longer trust the very walls you always took for granted. Even the hallways you’ve walked a hundred times will feel longer, much longer, and the shadows, any shadow at all, will suddenly seem deeper, much, much deeper.
You might try then, as I did, to find a sky so full of stars it will blind you again. Only no sky can blind you now. Even with all that iridescent magic up there, your eye will no longer linger on the light, it will no longer trace constellations. You’ll care only about the darkness and you’ll watch it for hours, for days, maybe even for years, trying in vain to believe you’re some kind of indispensable, universe-appointed sentinel, as if just by looking you could actually keep it all at bay. It will get so bad you’ll be afraid to look away, you’ll be afraid to sleep.
Then no matter where you are, in a crowded restaurant or on some desolate street or even in the comforts of your own home, you’ll watching yourself dismantle every assurance you ever lived by. You’ll stand aside as a great complexity intrudes, tearing apart, piece by piece, all of your carefully conceived denials, whether deliberate or unconscious. And then for better or for worse you’ll turn, unable to resist, though try to resist you still will, fighting with everything you’ve got not to face the thing you most dread, what is now, what will be, what has always come before, the creature you truly are, the creature we all are, buried in the nameless black of a name.
And then the nightmares will begin.”

Music:

the blow
crystal castles
the blood brothers
sufjan stevens
the decemberist
rouge wave
Manchester Orchestra
the cinematic orchestra
band of horses
the honorary title
metric station

Movies:

factory girl 10 things i hate about you girl, interrupted domino juno step up, step up two the streets

Television:

life of ryan
one tree hill
L.A. ink
project runway

Books:

what the birds seelayouts.

Heroes:




My Blog

people

i kinda excluded myself from alot of good people in my life just like i did last year at one point, but i figured out my fault and im fixing my mistake and im really happy which i haven't been in a wh...
Posted by kenzie. on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 04:10:00 PST

lisa

okay, so this is cara. shes always there for me. and we go to the movies together and get yelled at by ryan for talking to much! and we yell toget her. and we shop together. we send each other the bes...
Posted by kenzie. on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 03:48:00 PST