My Past |
I wish i could take away sooo much of my past. I'm sure i would be so much healthier and happier if i could. Here are some of the things i would take back if i could....
1. I wouldnt have cheated on m... Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:26:00 PST |
Right down to it |
Life sucks, but its good to know that there are people that are there for me when it comes right down to it.
I've recently had someone walk back into my life, at first i was surprised that they wante... Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 08:38:00 PST |
It rains, it pours |
Ever notice how when it rains, it pours? It's the perfect saying for my life. Everyone who KNOWS me knows me, knows that i do alot of self destructive stuff and the consequences are overwhelming. I ca... Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 09:00:00 PST |
Newest poem *sad* |
Will I ever be able to tell you
Just how I feel at night
The emptiness, the desertion
Without you sleeping by my side
Im wide awake and starting, at
Darkened pictures of you and I
I'll fill my lungs w... Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 03:28:00 PST |
Poem I wrote |
Dancing in a fairy world
Sleeping in a sugar house
Blankets made of hallucinations
Light caught up and out it doused
Shower of blood
Fire burning on pills
Stars twinkling around green plants
Drive hig... Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 10:06:00 PST |
Kick ass shows |
so my past week was fucking amazing!!@ smoked sooo much.. went to a few shows.... dexed and passed out from headbanging and moshing at battle of the bands (thanks to all those who helped me out)... go... Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 02:53:00 PST |
celexa |
My doctor started me on a new pill... and this one just happens to be an anti-depressant. Celexa... i think it is. All i can say is... It's about fucking time!!!! I've gone 3 years with dealing with t... Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 10:03:00 PST |
Songs I've dedicated to or about people |
Papa Roach "Scars" = Alex
Three Days Grace "I hate everything about you" = Chris
Taking Back Sunday "The Blue Channel" = Chris
The Used "Poetic Tragedy" = Tracey
Marilyn Manson "Coma White" = Amanda
S... Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 01:02:00 PST |
Losing him or lost him already |
It's funny how once you lose someone that you care about,.. you'll do almost anything for a hint of what you lost.
A glimmor of what once was.
Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 11:55:00 PST |
Cold and Blank |
Theres somethin Cold and Blank
Behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
Cause you were from a perfect world, A world that, Threw me away today.... today .... todaaaayyy... to... Posted by Sweet Sweet Salvia Sarah!!! on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 12:51:00 PST |