I am loved.
I am hated.
my name is Crystal.
I wish I could say i know exactly who i am and tell you in details, but i can't. But I am learning, slowly but surely.
Call me anything you want.
im the coolest cat you will ever meet..
id feel better getting hurt than hurting [you].
I'll do something for you.
I can teach you how to live.
if you can keep up with me.
It's your choice to be a part of it, or not.
i am not straight-edge, so dont try to make me.
if i seem like an asshole its because i probably am.
i like to be there for people and i tend to make friends easy, i will be incredibly nice to you.i guess that you could say i have an addictive personality
. i get comfortable in front of new people. I love meeting them.
if you let me, i will probably trust you... i am very willing.
i will do my best to make you feel okay.
Over just the past few months i have gained alot of a self respect type of thing. I have relaized that even if i fuck up or don't succeed, I have freinds that love me for me. Not for the image i give off, the religion i believe in, or the style of my hair. I love them dearly and they are living with me everyday as history gets re-written, and my love for them only grows. They have helped me to where i am today although, I can't say i am totally happy with where i am today.