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about c8monstar--

"She's got the truth, and a tongue for a slingshot"
Caitlin or Cait, whichever you prefer.
I'm a walking contradiction, but it works for me.
I promise you, I'm like no one you've ever met,
and if you give me the chance, i can make you smile.
CANDY-NINJA-PIRATE-RAVER-LETTE ♥

[dubstep]&[psytrance],aesop rock,incubus,the dresden dolls,tech n9ne,sub6,guiseppe ottaviani,suicide silence,oceano, tool,from autumn to ashes,norma jean,bassnectar,sound tribe sector 9,the spill canvas<3,infected mushroom,deftones,city and colour<3,boondox,twiztid, portugal the man, anything i can dance to.Wristcutters: a Love Story,Requiem For A Dream,Pi, Fight Club,Boondock Saints,The Science of Sleep.House M.D.,Pushing Daisies. Chuck Palahniuk,Amelia Atwater-Rhodes,Louise Rennison, anything that makes me think.
"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir
because I'm not myself you see."Home
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The Invitation

It doesnt interest me what you do for a living.I want to know what you ache forand if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing.It doesnt interest me how old you are.I want to know if you wi...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Jul 2009 17:06:00 GMT

end of the line or new beginning?

so at this point, i don't even know what to think or do or say. but everything good in my life has slowly left and now i'm sitting here wondering what the fuck to do next. This past week i lost my who...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jun 2009 12:27:00 GMT

music

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.Step 2: Post the first line (unless the first line reveals the song title) from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.Step 3: Guess the song...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Feb 2009 21:37:00 GMT

timothy, we found your spaceship

it's not what it seems, but it is.can't quite seem to find my words right now.i'll add to this when i do.
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 04:49:00 GMT

heavyweight.

its starting. my pulse quickens, my breathing grows. i'm overwhelmed by so many emotions at once. i want to cry. laugh, scream, and smile. I'm terrified, but i can't stop moving forward. i have to kno...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 06:43:00 GMT

25 things from facebook.

1) best word in the english language = TUGBOAT.2) I would ALWAYS rather hear the truth than have my feelings spared.3) I'm a completely different person than i was a few months ago.4) I'm working on l...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Feb 2009 18:26:00 GMT

today, i love the world.

I have just come upon the wonderful realization that how i feel everyday is simply a mindsetnothing special has happened today, but i feel like i'm on top of the world.i really think there could be mo...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 07:05:00 GMT

bursting...

lately i've just been in such conflict with myself.i'm happier than i've been in a while, and i'm happy most of the timebut these downswings are fucking killing me.i'm trying so hard not to let them.....
Posted by on Sat, 31 Jan 2009 06:34:00 GMT

cph.

Seven 'til sunriseand Lord it's good to see those blue skies as we turnDon't you feel the sunshineFeel the sunshine burn.Dance along the shadowsLord, this time I tiptoed with your smile   If I co...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 13:45:00 GMT

what you mean...

it's still too early to say too much. but i'll just leave it at this: you make me happier than i've ever been and i think that we've really got something great going here. I really hope this lasts, be...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 19:41:00 GMT