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Living Life For Me, and Me Only!

About Me

In short...Im me....i love to have fun in any way possible and i love to experience new things....if it involves hanging out with friends count me in...its that simple. Anything that seems to be too complicated or stressful i dont want to see...id rather not be stressed out anymore then i already am. Wanna know more...just send me a message....lets talk
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My Interests

I love to go clubbing, dancing, drinking, rock climbing, hiking, swimming, play volleyball, read, write, DRAW, talk on the phone, see movies, cook, and decorate.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet honest people. People that love to have a good time in many different ways. Not just clubbing or drinking, or playing games, but all of the above, even just sitting at home watching a movie. Someone who accepts the fact that my friends are a huge part of my life. Honesty and openness are probably the two best qualities any person can have in my eyes. And hey wanna know more IM me on AIM - DevilStigmata Everyone in the world needs to meet this person. Theres no one better as a friend. I love you Paul! Check out his site its awesome!.exiledreplicant photography..

Music:

I love all types of music, from Gothic rock, like Marilyn Manson and Disturbed, to country. One friend has recentlyhelped me create a huge liking of Brad Paisley so thats who i have been listening to lately. That and Britney Spears In The Zone, she rocks.

Movies:

Independent films are more my liking, its hard to find them but you do most of them are really good. Lesbian movies are good. Just about any kind of movie is good, except for westerns cant really get into them. The movie im waiting to come out in a couple days is Prey for Rock and Roll, Gina Gershon is HOT!

Television:

When i was younger and lived with my mom we had a nightly television routine, well i still have that routine. Monday nights is 7th Heaven, Tuesday is Gilmore Girls and Once Tree Hill, Wednesday is The OC, and my favorite night of all, Thursday is Friends, Will and Grace, and ER. Rather then that usually the only tv i watch is movies.

Books:

James Pattersons Maximum Ride: The Angel Expirement . This book is awesome and keeps you locked in the whole time... i need to go buy the 2nd one i cant wait to see what happens next!! Believe it or not i have actually read "The Long Hard Road To Hell" which is the story of Marilyn Mansons life. Very interesting book. One of the best i have ever read. Also a book called "Endangered Species" about a gay man whos family line is dying and his name will not be carried on to anyone else. So he tries to find someone to carry his child so the family name will go on, another good book.

Heroes:

My Love:My Michael.....through thick and thin he has been there for me and i have tried to be there for him......he has made a person that is a little stronger then before. He is the best thing that ever came out of going to high school. Thanks to him i have been exposed to the world a little more...i have goals and dreams and favorite things now. I have always wanted a person in my life tha ti can count on and that i can relate to and that i feel i have a special bond with...he is that person. Even after being away from each other for a year or so we are still as close as we have ever been and i cant wait for what the future has in store. Mr. [M] I Love YouHeores are someone who has saved you, and with that definition the only Heroes i have are my Friends. Honestly they all keep me here, and keep my sane. I would probably die without them.

My Blog

30 Days

Its as though my life depends on the next 30 days, if i dont find a job in the next 30 days it looks like i will have a whole other set of problems to deal with. Can anyone help!... please...im desper...
Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 05:47:00 PST

Help....

I wish someone could feel the way i feel so that i would have at least one person to talk to. Im not sure how much longer i can keep it all under control.
Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 06:49:00 PST

WTF What has it come to???

ok so i just wrote this big long entry and it totally fuckin erased itself. so heres the short version. Now my step-brothers gonna be living with us. And I thought things were stressful before. By the...
Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:11:00 PST

Why is this?

So why is it that every nice fun cute person that i meet seems to be unavailable for some reason or another? Met someone a couple days ago. But of coarse they are unavailable.... but hey its me right....
Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 03:41:00 PST

Maybe A Break

So i called for an update today. He had the nerve to tell me that he bought the wrong engine so he had to get the right one. LOL...good luck Mr. So my dad came home from work early and we went to go g...
Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 07:13:00 PST

Of Coarse Not

In conclusion to my previous vent...as usual things didnt go right today. Still no car so yet another day off of work. As life continues so spiral downward in a terrorizing blur. And i can almost guar...
Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 06:20:00 PST

::::Recent hurdles stand strong like cement::::

First and foremost: HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!! Its my favorite day of the year by far and its still not enough to turn around this thing they call my life. With the new job and new car you would thin...
Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 09:31:00 PST

Digging myself up

its time to dig myself out of this while...to stop feeling sorry about myself and my past and stop assuming what i deserve is this life. Its time to get a job and make things as they were. hopefully i...
Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 02:29:00 PST

i cant stop thinking of him

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Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 06:43:00 PST

Official

yup its official...im the "other woman"....lol oh well
Posted by *** <3 N03LL<3 *** on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:17:00 PST