About Me
click4layouts!Hey guys! My name is Amanda Sparks. I am truley 18 years old, reason why i say that is because some people dont think I am 18. But believe it or not I am. I am an senior at Fairview High School. I graduate this year. I am so happy that I graduate this year lol. Anyways my birthday is June 17th. I have an myspace account so I can search and find some good people to be my friends. I dont like an man that is an pervert, and talk dirty to me on here when I dont know u guys. I am an very opened minded girl and I'll tell it how it is. I am an honest, faithful, alittle outgoing I am more on the shy side than anything. But I am an really nice girl until u piss me off. So if there's any other things that u guys would like to know about me ur always welcome to send me an message or comment feel free to do so.
And always just remeber have fun and keep ur head up high and dont let anyone tear ya down ok guys and ladies.
Most of the time, I tell how it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear. Sometime's, I hold back though, because I never want my honesty to be hurtful. I am very passionate, especailly when it come's to love. In fact it's difficult for me to tell between love and lust. I jump in ahead first and figure things out later. Usually when it's all over. Looking back on my life, I will only have one true love. Although I may have been hurt before. I tend to bring very little scars into new relationship's. I expect alot of from my lover. I want the full package. I tend to be very picky. In fight's, I love to debate and defend myself. I logic preveils or atleast I like to think so. LOL! Getting over a breakup doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. At first glance, people see me as warm and well balanced. Overall, my true self is moody and dymantic. With friends, I seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, I seem like a huge flirt. In stressful, situations, I seem selfish and moody. My intuition is so spot on it's scary! I can learn alot about people and situation's, simply by listening to my gut. And I've even wondered if I can predict the future at times. I just have to be sure that I don't always listen to my intuition, someday it will be wrong. I am a pretty open minded person, and I don't mind sharing the good,and bad, and sometime's the ugly. And while sometime's I do catch myself blabbing on, I usually exhibit restraint. My openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with me. In love, I strive to have an perfect relationship. For me, sex is nearly a spirtitual experiance, a bonding of soul's. Overall, I have high expectnations for any relationship I'm in. However I tend to hold back a part of myself. I am an average dater. I am experianced enough, to be an great girlfriend that I can be. Though I still may be figuring out exactlly what I want in love. I'm a master at intinmate converstation and verbal encitment. I seduce with word's, by getting people to be open with me. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under my power. And than I've got them where I want them. LOL! I am beyound shy. I am most likely to have an socail phobia. Seek help, and I'll be able to enjoy life instead of fearing it. I have my proud moment's, but I also likely to be alittle ashamed of them. I am to hard on myself at time's. It's normal to want to make an stellar impression. I am definitly in a low place right now, but I can get out of my funk. Love me or hate me, I don't care..... Would I choose money or would I choose love? What do u think I'll choose? Well money can buy alittle of happiness, but not the happiness of true love. I rather have an true soulmate, than a private jet, and while many people may claim they would choose love to..... I am one of the few people that would really do it to choose love. So there u have it my answer! I am a very peaceful person. I like to stay to myself most of the time. All is good in my world, no matter what is going on. Occansionally I let my promblem's get to me, but I am generally remain upbeat. My inner strengh is inspirational-much more so than I may realize. I am romantic, sentimental, and emotional. I tend to fall in and out of love very quickly. Some may call me fickle, but I can't help where my emotions take me. I've defintally broken a few hearts but I'm not an heartbreaker by nature. My intention's are always good, even if they change with wind.My best quality is outgoing! People like me cause I am fun to be around, and no one ever know's what I will do next. Also I am not afraid to say or do what I want. Anyways My name is Amanda Louise Sparks, I am 18 year's old. My b~day is June 17th. I am a senior at Fairview High School. I have tons of friend's and two bestfriend's. I also have one sister named April and she is 26 year's old, and I have one brother named Joshua that is 21 year's old. I say that my family and friend's is very over pertective of me. I love my family, friends. They mean the world to me. I also just wanna let every one know that i have astma, depression, skitzafrinc and bypolar. I do take medicine for my conditions. That's who I am take it or leave it cause I really don't care what other people think about me. I am happy for who I am. Well I just wanna let ya all know that I always will put my family before anyone in this whole world. Like I said my family means the world to me. I am so proud that I have the most wanderful family ever that I could ask for. I have always admire 3 different famous people the most, I admire Chad Michael Murray, Jon Cena and Raven Symone.I'm the girl that loves dancing in the rain. I'm the girl that enjoys cuddling and holding hands. I'm the girl that lies beneath the stars for hours on end. I'm the girl that isn't afraid to get into a pit.I'm the kind of girl that screams song lyrics at the top of her lungs at a show or even just while driving in my car. I get way too into it. I'm the girl that seems shy at first, but underneath, I am actually the total opposite once you get to know me. I don't talk much but I love to listen. I'm the freak that colors her hair constantly, just because I am bored. I'm the girl everyone calls wierd but tells me that it's in a good way. I'm the strange girl that engages in all different kinds of conversations - and actually likes them. I'm the nerd that thinks she tries really hard in school, but does no go to classes and amazingly does not succeed. I'm a total and complete computer/internet addict. I am a proud junkie.To get down to the point, I'm not your average girl. I should be considered a special kid. I most likely have an un-diagnosed case of ADD. As for me as a person, people sometimes just don't understand me... I'm kind of odd I guess you could say. Usually people's first impression of me is that I am stuck up. But, I'm only like that around people that I really don't know because I am shy. I really am a cool kid. People just can't deny their love for me. I think that I am very different from any person that you will ever meet but pretty awesome once you get to know me. You might think that I am kind of mean, I'm not. I am just very blunt and honest. If I don't like you, I will straight up tell you. So, yeah just know that I absolutely hate when people are fake. DONT BE FAKE! There's really no point to it.I love to have fun and am always looking for something to do/a fun time. Of course I am into meeting new people...or else I wouldn't have myspace! So, if you're cool and you think I'm cool..then add me!!
