Ashcroft
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Ashcroft
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I have not been called to the wisdom of this world..
But to a God who's calling out to me..
And even though the world may think
I'm losing touch with reality
It would be crazy
To choose this world over eternity
I cannot sit here and write about myself and not mention how blessed I am. I don't deserve it. I am lucky that God even looks my way. I think back to all of the opportunities I have had, I think back to every single person I have encountered, I think about every single person that loves me, and shows it in even the smallest way, I look back to all of the people that saw something in me, I think about all of the songs I have heard, I think of all the sunny and rainy days God brought me, I think of my mom and how perfect she is, i think of my brother and how lucky I feel every time I am with him, I think of my dad and how he cares for me and the family more than he can even understand, I think of my sister and brother and how excited I get every time I see them, I think of all of my close friends and how I would give my own happiness to see them smile, I think of my dogs and how they bring me more happiness than most humans, I think of how I have never had to miss a meal and how I have enough to give to others so they wont have to go without. I am blown away. I fully appreciate you all with everything I have. My heart is God's, he still loves me despite me. He loves you too. Unconditionally.
Wow...Where do I start? I am so simple, but so deep. Im such a goofball but beneath that lies a very emotional, happy, loving person that wants to make a difference in somebody. I love God and Jesus first and foremost. Im not ashamed to admit that I fall and always fail to live up to his name, but im blessed that he is so full of grace that I am forgiven. It blows me away how he loves me so much...i dont even understand..I am a fool, but thats not what he sees. I only hope to have that same love for everybody I come in contact with.
It takes the smallest of things to make me the happiest person youll meet. Sometimes just having a really tasty snack makes me content. The best part of my day is when I take a step back from everything to close my eyes and think of all the people I love, and how amazed I am that I know them. I have some very amazing friends that really are sometimes what get me through each day smiling. I would give my life for them. I am blessed with an amazingly close family that I would never hesitate to give my life for. My mom is a beautiful and amazing person throughout. My brother is as close to me as someone gets. Even though he is younger, I look up to him in everything. I could spend all day with him and it could be the best day ill ever have, and that is something most brothers dont get to experience. I get the purest of joy from my dogs. They make me laugh and can light me up in my worst of times. They mean the world to me. They are family.
Music hits me on a different level than anybody else. There are songs that make me cry for no reason at all. I listen and think of music in everything that I do, and I sometimes feel like my life would be very little if I couldnt listen to music. Music is my inspiration for living.
I guess what really makes me tick is having love. Not in a relationship sort of way, because I can live without that, but in a friend, a brother, a sister, a family. I cant begin to explain the joy I feel when I get to be near someone I love. Seeing them happy. Experiencing life with them. Thats all that matters to me. I can live without anything else from this world. Fame, money, cars, possessions...they mean absolutely nothing to me. Id rather be poor and have nothing of this world, just so long as I have a friend. Many people say that, but I mean that with everything I am. Just to sit with somebody and laugh is something irreplaceable.
I dont care to fit in. Im the guy who walks at his own pace. People sometimes look and wonder why I can act so strangely. Some people think im gay. HaHa. Im not, im just flamboyant. Its fun to be flamboyant. My idea of a good time is not what most people find fun. I can dance in a parking lot for hours and that will be the best night of my year. Call what I find fun to be immature, wierd, whatever. I just like to "let go" and just be goofy. That makes me happy. I dont venture far from the norms of society for any appeal other than my own. its just me.Rump roast in the oven
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