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kp lawless

About Me

IM IN LOVE WITH THE RADIO ON.
today you're gonna be so sick so sick you'll prop your forehead on the sink say oh christ oh jesus christ my head's gonna crack like a bank tonight you'll fall asleep in clothes-so late like a candy bar wrapped up for lunch that's all you get to taste poverty and spit poverty and spit nausea bloody red eyes go to nausea bloody red eyes go to nausea bloody red eyes go to sleep you're talking out of harmony you can't remember what you said cut it out you feel retarded take the sissors saw the head
polar opposites don't push away. it's the same on the weekends as the rest of the days. and i know i should go, but i will probably stay..and that's all you can do about somethings.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


"I DON'T EVER WANT TO BE SUSCEPTABLE TO ANYONE ELSE'S VERSION OF MY HISTORY. I DON'T EVER WANT TO LOSE THE REAL MEMORY OF ANYONE."
REALLY THE ONLY THING ID LIKE TO MEET IS SPRING IN NEW YORK CITY WITH STEFAN.

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he was finally satisfied,and i remember him eating ramen on the livingroom couch, but i really don't remember a time when he was alive. AND I SAID BABY BABY BABY JUST DON'T WORRY ANYMORE. CUZ I KNOW IT'S A PAIN IN THE ASS....AND THAT RENT MONEY YOU STOLE WELL HEY MAN YOU CAN KEEP THAT..

My Blog

ALL I WANT FOR XXX-MAS.

ASIDE FROM FILLING IN THE SPACE BETWEEN MY TWO FRONT TEETH, AND MAKING THEM HUMAN SIZED? WELL I THINK YOU'D ALL LIKE TO KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT.A PAIR OF JEANS THAT FIT PERFECTLY, JUST AFTER A WASHIN...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 12:02:00 GMT

FUCK NOVEMBER.

Put on my best sunday dress and i walk straight into this mess of mine Put on my best sunday dress and i walk straight into this mess.... Watching you burn....Pale blue eyes so young Pale blue eyes so...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 00:21:00 GMT

HE’S ASLEEP;IM WIDE AWAKE.

i regret everything i ever said, i said those things too softly.you said whatever you wanted to as long as you thought it should be true.but your sweatshirt said it all with the hood over your face.an...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Nov 2008 18:43:00 GMT

FUCKIN GONE.

THANK GOD FOR IPODS. THANK THE FUCKING UNIVERSE FOR ANONYMOUS STREETS IN NEW YORK CITY. THANK HEAVENS FOR HOODIES THAT YOU CAN PULL OVER YR FACE. AND THE SONGS THAT YOU CAN PLAY ON REPEAT AND SCREA...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 04:37:00 GMT

HEROES.

TOMORROW I GET TO MEET ONE OF MY HEROES. HIS MUSIC WAS CAUSE FOR THE MOST PIVITOL MOMENT IN MY LIFE THUS FAR. IT TAUGHT ME THAT I WAS NOT ALONE IN THE WAY THAT I FELT. THAT THERE WERE PEOPLE OUTSID...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 22:11:00 GMT

WE’RE SO COOL.

LET’S GO TO THE COUNTRYLET’S KILL OUR DEPRESSIONLET’S FLUSH OUR PILLS DOWN THE TOILETLET’S GET UP TO SEE THE SUNRISELET’S LISTEN TO THE MUSIC THAT MAKES OUR HEARTS SINGLE...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 21:57:00 GMT

ITS OVER BETWEEN US.

IM SO OVER IT. IM INTO DOING STUFF. IM NOT INTO BULLSHIT. LET'S GO OUT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME, OR MAKE SOMETHING COOL. FUCK THE BULLSHIT. WHO CARES ABOUT TAKING YRSELF SO FUCKING SERIOUSLY. TONIGH...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 15:35:00 GMT

this song is not for you lovers.

a nice cry is always good. especially when it hasn't happened in a while. i just read "the" blog. the one i knew was coming, but couldn't bring myself to look at until today. 3 days late. we're a...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 09:57:00 GMT

MIND IS A RAZOR BLADE.

i dont know if we'll ever recover. recovery of sanity, is a bit of a stretch, asssuming there was sanity to begin with. all those feelings can be overwhelming sometimes. but sometimes when the air ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 21:53:00 GMT

im gonna kick tomorrow.

this time of year is, well full of emotion. all the smells in the air bringing me back to a time two years ago. everyday remembering what we were doing. and although everything is much less chaotic...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 07:51:00 GMT