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Acidburn

There is a man playing a violin and the strings are the nerves in his own arm..

About Me


I have had my heart broken, and I have broken hearts.. but I have met someone who buries my hatred of this world. She keeps me alive everyday and I love and protect her with everything I am.

"There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference towards it, I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp, and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape. But even after admitting this, there is no catharsis. My punishment continues to elude me, and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself.
This confession has meant nothing."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Nick Cave (fucking genius), Trent Reznor, Andy Laplegua, Andrew Eldritch, Bret Easton Ellis (again), David Bowie, Christopher Walken, Dita Von Teese

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Accommodation |||||| 23%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||| 23%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||| 16%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||||| 56%

My Blog

Finally reach my point of bliss..

Its been a while since I was on here, and since ive been off the radar for a bit (holiday, work.. more work...) some of you might not have heard..Im getting married to the most beautiful, wonderful, p...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 00:08:00 GMT

You know who your friends are.

Yesterday I was best man at one of my oldest friends wedding. Pig & Liz congratulations. It was a great day and reminded me what friendship really is. Comparing this to what I had with one person...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 05:25:00 GMT

Rant...

Something i read in a review of Year Zero has been bugging me, its a term that i have read a few times in various areas.. its "bush-baiting".The reviewer was slating the "unimaginative" "bush baiting"...
Posted by on Mon, 07 May 2007 04:47:00 GMT

Everything in perspective..

My head has been fucked. I thought I was losing everything I have. My stomach turned and I remembered what it was like to despair. To have everything that keeps you human on the brink and at a loss on...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:09:00 GMT

My Violent Heart is beautiful..

Ok so I finally got my NIN tattoo done.. I got the Eraser chaos star on my wrist and i fucking love it.. Trent you are my god :)April 17th.... counting down..
Posted by on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 10:58:00 GMT

Misbehaviour..

Wow. Misbehaviour was just fantastic.. cant believe the turnout, nice one people :) was a bit hot tho wasnt it lol still, we had a good night and met quite a few new faces, drank a bit too much stella...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 06:05:00 GMT

Lab4 or Scarlet.. just not fair!!!

Adam Lab4 plays a set in little old mosely next week.. great!  except its on the same night as the next Scarlet.. ARGH. fucknuts.
Posted by on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 01:57:00 GMT

Infest...

So.. ive just about recovered physically from infest this year. Totally amazing weekend, definitely the best birthday present!! (thanks bab!)Frontline Assembly and Unter Null by far the highlights, an...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 04:18:00 GMT