Hypocritical, arrogant, cynical, bourgeois, lunatic, false, goliardic, hedonist, traitor, iconoclast...
After all I woud rather say: contraddictive. I might be Everything and its Opposite. I follow just one simple Way: my own, on a constant mutating and creating of the path under my feet by every step I take.
Beauty needs no color, it's guarded into grey scales.