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Well, I am a cow currently living my pointless abyss of a life on a farm. My parents don't understand me. They think this is all just a joke. I'm so uniquely indivual, yet I feel so alone in the universe. cutting myself helps me release my inner anguish. My life is broken and everyone around me is tearing me up. I also have a webcam for those nights when I'm feeling really horny. You should check it out sometime. I'm a good guy and all but sometimes I gotta be naughty. LOL. I'll show you my teets. Yes, I am a male cow. I have teets and produce milk. It's very odd to say the least but I deal.

poetry is my other last resort

ever falling into the abyss that is life
i cut myself
ever living this pointless life
i cut myself
ever agonizing pain that is our existence
i cut myself
ever futile search for that which is nothing
i cut myself
ever chewing this field of unfathomable sorrow
i cut myself
ever tolerating this meager existence of a dark
daydream
i cut myself
ever gazing into my soul
i cut myself
ever hungering for something more
i cut myself
ever fornicating the other bulls that don't understand me
i cut myself
ever releasing my karma into the bottomless pit of my soul
i cut myself
ever dreaming of a gleeful morning that will never come
i cut myself
ever becoming that which is nothing and always escapes me
i cut myself
ever humiliating myself in this world that never accepts me
i cut myself
now where is my ambien?