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About Me

Now, you can call me names or a liar you can call me anything, but i'm just a pretender who wants you to believe and that i am so much better than what i really am. Before i make it to the door you drown me in Chopin. Spin my head and make me dizzy. I close my eyes and see a painter paint in blue and yellow. His strokes are accompanied by the melancholy of black key notes i am listening too. there is a butterfly flying through the evening sky . an easy catch that's bringing me back. i stare at the wooden floor. the smell of coconut from your skin reaches my nose , tranquilizing my senses. pictures in my head. loud laughter. your smile. a train. city lights. red curtains from a movie theatre in front of my door. i wish for a blue flower bed where i can slowly lay my head and scream before i die. sometimes i'm scared that my life is just a dream i got stucked in. everybody always seems to run and i can't figure out where they're going. everybody seems like their telling me something i can't hear. mass hysteria. i'm laughing out loud. PUT YOUR ABOUT ME SECTION HERE! Changes may take up to 2 mins to show on your profile[LOVEMYFLASH][/LOVEMYFLASH]

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My Blog

still a non- smoker

it's been almost a month since i've smoked my last cigarette. it's really strange considering the fact that i swore i'd never stop and don't even miss it a tiny bit. well whatever. what's freaking me ...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 09:32:00 GMT

none

You're a tramp on the roadhair floating in the wind.the smoke of your cigarrette the only clouds in the sky slowly rising in the heat.you're lips are red from the last bottle of cheap winethat instead...
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 09:51:00 GMT

colors of love

A lonely girl full of caresa peddler on the streetno one looks to seesmile, smile, smile at me- and i’ll give you my wordi’ll give you my world- please doPuddy in your hands a doll upon he...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 23:40:00 GMT

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nowhere i can find you except a picture of youon my wallyou're looking down on mein a golden frameyou're so beautifulin black and white
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 13:31:00 GMT

we are the same

i know who you arebecause i.m listening to you all the timeyou.re inside a cocoon waiting to transformover and over againleaving everyone and everything behind without a trace of guilt or fear you.re ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 11:27:00 GMT

liberty

where people dancing in the rain,and jumping naked in the lake,where you loose your cell phone - like a needle in a haystack - in a crowd of thousands and a stranger finds it,where you can sit in fron...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 13:57:00 GMT

late night laundry

did you ever walked along Magnolia Blvd. at 2:30 AM ?..yeah i know probably not ..well..i did..and it was really lonely..i mean you live in this big city and there's just no one on this long usually t...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 23:08:00 GMT

If you don't lie...

if you don't lie - you never have to remember anything /like names /places /days&nights /like where did you sleep last night/ /what did you do today/ /with whom you met for lunch/ /where you live/...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 23:11:00 GMT

Who are egomaniacs

Who are egomaniacs? This is you - trying to show the world that you care, but actually give a fuck about the things that are real .right in front of you. people are lying on those stinking streets you...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 10:43:00 GMT

Seasons

Fall Depression the moon so bright and yellow, a magnetizing crazyness. i hiss my flag in space.    
Posted by on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 22:55:00 GMT