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Life is full of choices, yet all these choices may not be clear at the time our actions take place. Have you ever done something, then wished you could have done it differently? Don't you ever realize the better choice would have been to do something else rather than what you actually did? These are the questions that drive people to the point of no return, the point of insanity. These are the questions that hold me down day after day. What if I had done it differently? If I had kept my job, would I have bought my own car and maybe feel more independent? Would I have had better "reaction time" so that when I did rear-end that car, I would have realized to swerve? What if "I can't drive 55" wasn't playing on the radio when I crashed? Was it a jinx? What if I left for school later, would that teacher ever report me for reckless driving? What if I never sent that girl flowers, would I have had enough sense to find someone else? What if...At one point in my life, I felt as though I gave insightful knowledge to those who needed it. I helped them out of situations and they were appreciative. My cousin, Ronnie, you truly show me that what I say makes an impact. Even if it is just "a comment" on "a message board" in the bowels of the world wide web, the faint glitter of light in this dank, dark world shines brightly when I read the very thing I have told you before. Life is like a chessboard...I must say I think I have faced my fair share of horses!In just a few months I will be leaving my home in Suffolk, Virginia and travel to Blacksburg, Virginia where I will be attending Virginia Tech and studying Computer Engineering, hopefully with a minor or focus in Robotics. As the time approaches, life will surely throw some fast balls at me. But I'll be darned if I don't pick that ball back up and shove it down the pitcher's throat! Sure, maybe the ball will smack me in the head and I will be injured, but I'll recover. Life keeps me going, life holds me back, life is the catalyst in the ever-going game of Lose-Your-Sanity. But I will triumph. I will.