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Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry

And you could write a letter then or god forbid come visit me

About Me

_ i'm me and i'm not entirely sure where i want to be in the future but i have a clear idea. some of my decisions can be foolish. my heart has been bruised by people i thought i trusted may they be friends or loved ones. but what hurts me the most is liars. don't make up elaborate stories to impress me cause in the end i won't be impressed. i'm not on myspace for love. i'm here for mutual respect. and friends. Myspace Contact Tables

My Interests

music, movies, concerts, traveling, filter mag, goorin bags, food, baking and cooking, trying out new restaurants, trying out different recipes, cooking/baking for people(yes i can cook), books( doesn't matter, i've read all sorts of books even the most off the wall), i have so many interests even i forget what they are until i'm experiencing it myself, having fun and making jokes with my friends. so many diff phrases "j-lo" "bug hugs" "backyard" "chubby butt" "attic sex" "how bout them dodgers" "breathe of fresh air" "BOF" "come to papa" "trees" "pickle juice" soo many hahah.

I'd like to meet:


Music:

JOIN THE TERRY REID GROUP!!!!! __________zoot woman, rob zombie, the zombies, neil young, yaz, bill withers, tricky, t-rex, Thistle LLC, sweet, cat stevens, stereophonics, the sounds, sparks, sigur ros, sloan, slade, the rolling stones, rilo kiley, terry reid, razorlight, the ramones, radiohead, queen, pulp, procal harum, the pixies, phantom planet, pet shop boys, ok go, harry nilsson, new york dolls, van morrison, new order, natalie merchant, marilyn manson, lynyrd skynyrd, cyndi lauper, the kinks, kenna, interpol, iggy pop and the stooges, journey, jimi hendrix, richie havens, garbage, funkadelic, everybody else, erasure, dido, deVotchKa, david bowie, the dandy warhols, alice cooper, judy collins, nat king cole, the chamber brothers, the cardigans, kate bush, sarah brightman, blur, big city rock, the beatles, the band, augustana, air, the allman bros.------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------ROONEY!! !Placebo!!!The Dresden Dolls!!!!Poe!JOIN THE TERRY REID GROUP!!!!!

Movies:

a scanner darkly, almost famous, american pop, amelie, american psycho, bram stroker's dracula, breakfast on pluto, brick, coyote ugly, crooklyn, dogma, dumb and dumber, detroit rock city, donnie darko, dazed and confused, elephant parts, ghost world, heavy metal, Hedwig and the angry inch, kill bill vol.1 & 2, kiss kiss bang bang, little miss sunshine, lost in translation, love me if you dare, Leon (the Professional), meeting people is easy, me and you and everyone we know, monty python and the holy grail, now and forever, overboard, prozac nation, pulp fiction, rushmore, requiem for a dream, rock & Rule, rocky horror picture show, sliding doors, sin city, spaceballs, spawn, tank girl, tommy boy, the color purple, the devil's rejects, the frighteners, the notorious bettie page movie, the royal tenenbaums, the warriors, the wedding crashers, the virgin suicides, the red violin, the shawshank redemption, velvet goldmine, young frankenstein, 10 things i hate about you

Television:

CSI, Everyday Italian, Good Eats, Coupling, Phil of the Future, House MD, Law and Order: SVU, Degrassi: The Next Generation, Maury, Life with Derek, In Living Color, Twin Peaks (Who killed Laura Palmer?; That's damn good coffee!), Kyle XY, Psych

Books:

sarah, and the heart is deceitful above all things by jt leroy. princess diaries series by meg cabot. the da vinci code by dan brown. the bell jar by sylvia plath. the portait of dorian gray by oscar wilder. crime and punishment by fyodor dostoevosky. house of leaves by mark z. danielewski. the night listener by armistaud maupin. all adult fiction by meg cabot. delta of venus by anais nin. alison tyler books (if you really want to know you'll look her up ;D), trainspotting by irvine welsh. alice in wonderland, and through the looking glass by lewis carrol. the georgia nicolson books by louis rennison. henry and june by anais nin. house of leaves by mark z danielewski. the rules of attraction, and american psycho by brett easton ellis. girl by blake nelson. only revolutions by mark z. danielewski.

Heroes:

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My Blog

me venting...

don't you hate when you finally come to the realization of how much you've hurt some people and when you ask for there forgiveness they refuse to give you the time of day. even though you know that th...
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 11:44:00 PST

the blog where i talk some of my faves...

some of my favorites; cream- pastry cream in eclairs or creams puffs if you've only had them with bavarian cream or whipped cream you havn't experienced a REAL eclair or cream puff...(WARNING: really ...
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 12:15:00 PST

its amazing

its amazing what can happen in one month. at this moment i'm finally happy and honestly havn't been this happy in what feels like forever. sure i miss the friends i lost in the past 6 months. and hell...
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 03:01:00 PST

my health sucks

this month of february has definately been my month for health. i've been in pain/sick a total of two weeks. and its sucks. i've hardly been able to eat and when i do i have to fight the urge to ...
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 12:18:00 PST

i'm tired

i'm tired of trying to please. i just want to end it all. than i can no longer feel what i'm feeling. my health is deterating and no one knows nor cares. how is that i put on this fake smile for so lo...
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 11:00:00 PST

and you already know how this will end.

i open my mouth to scream but no words come out.i'm bleeding and all wet and they walk by.do they not care. i'm getting weaker from the blood loss still they walk by.no one even looks at me. i grab at...
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 10:38:00 PST

yay for concerts...(all the bands i've seen)... yes i'm gloating

this is my gloating blog of all the bands i've seen in concert: (and how many times next to more than once) AugustanaBig City Rock 3The Dandy Warhols 2The Donnas 3Everybody Else 5Terry ReidHead Parade...
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 07:12:00 PST

my background poetry...

Their is innocence amongst the rubble. The girl is fine and sleeping the arms of her companion. They sleep as though nothing has happend, no war, no fighting, no earthquake, no rain, no snow, no tumbl...
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:58:00 PST

bands i would love to see in concert for the first time or again

the dandy warholsstereophonicsdresden dollspoezoot womansparksthe zombiesradioheadrooneyplacebo
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 04:39:00 PST

14 more days and 27 more days

14 more days till my culinary graduation!!!!! WOOOOOO27 more days till i'm in the la area with my buddies!!!! woo on the 29th were going to rocky i'm so excited!!!! but i'm not a rocky virgin hahaha.b...
Posted by Find me inside every heartbeat, inside every worry on Sat, 01 Oct 2005 07:00:00 PST