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CAN'T REALLY EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENED; CAN'T REALLY DESCRIBE HOW I FELT WHEN I HEARD THE NEWS; CANT REALLY IMAGINE LIVING WITHOUT YOU, LIKE REALLY I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO DO. YALL WERE MY FAMILY MY LITTLE COUSINS; I TRIED SO HARD TO PROTECT YOU FROM THE BOOGEY-MONSTERS I NEVER REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I WOULD PROTECT YOU FROM DEATH. WHEN I WOKE UP ON CHRISTMAS MORNING AND HEARD THAT MY KYREN AND MY DIAVION WERE DEAD ALL I COULD DO WAS SCREAM IT JUS SEEMED SO SURREAL LIKE I WAS JUS HAVING A BAD DREAM AND YET IM STILL TRYING TO WAKE UP BUT I CAN'T. JUST KNOWING THAT I CAN NEVER HEAR KYREN LAUGH AGAIN OR SAY "HEY PARAN" AND DIAVION SAY "MA I WANT WEAR THE PANTS THAT MAKE MA BOOTY LOOK BIG" KILLS ME. I JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND HOW IM GOING TO CONTINUE LIFE KNOWING THAT YOUR NOT HEAR AND THAT I COULDN'T HELP YOU OR EVEN SAY I LOVE YOU MAKE ME NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. GOD I KNOW YOU DO EVERYTHING FOR A REASON BUT THIS I CAN'T UNDERSTAND. PLEASE LORD JUS LET THEM KNOW THAT I LOVE THEM AND THAT IMMA STILL PROTECT THEM FROM THE BOOGEY-MONSTERS AND WHEN TIMES GET HARD THEY CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME TO BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT....LORD MAKE SURE THEY'RE SAFE AND TUCK THEM IN TIGHT FOR BED AND DON'T FORGET TO KISS THEM....KYREN AND DIAVION BE GOOD ESPECIALLY YOU KYREN....I'LL SEE YALL AGAIN ONE SWEET DAY...I PROMISE. retro layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments