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I am here for Friends

About Me

complicated stuff...
love surrealistic minds and persons - as long as they realize they're such and have some concept for being it
asexual (but love to wear men's clothes and to hang out with girls)
having several IDs - 15-years old boy, 250-years old vampire...
love to study the welth theory and the money flows
know almost Everything about FEAR
love to write (but extremly seldom get the mood for it)
love to get into people's minds and reasons
love to fight my own demons
any kind of demons
any kind of fight

HERO OF THE DAY
my Princess. my Infanta. my Baby Angel!



SONG-MOOD OF THE DAY
WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT
NO, WE AIN'T GONNA TAKE IT
WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT ANYMORE

My Interests

* BBC movies - BBC's concept of telling stories and facts just fascinates me: very british, calm, detailed, subjective without being emotional, deep...
* writing - love to explore the universes in my head and feelings
* ancient cultures - the more ancient, the better; love the challenge of understanding mind of people so far set in the time as if they're from a different planet. actually love the challenge of understanding something not understandable
* sewing - love to create
* drawing, photography - love the colors, the shadows, the light and their games
* growing plants - love to feel the life and its silent talking about how it happens (or - sometimes unfortunately - passes away)
* zen, pilates - love to feel the Qi flowing free throught my chakras and body
* vampires - lately; everything about them: how do they live, how do they die, do they sleep always during the day, what may they eat and drink, what may they not... actually... I wouldn't bet they don't exist for real

I'd like to meet:

people who
think
make wishes
endeavour to
something extremely extraordinary
people who seek
people who live not in their homes
but in their heads
people who have strange
fancies
dreams
visions
feelings
people for who just one world wouldn't ever possibly do
people who create
worlds
stories
parallel universes
people like Alice in Wonderland, Marilyn Manson or Salvador Dali

in particular:
ALEX with or without his clockwork orange
and Mr. "Suffer Well" Indestructible: DAVE GAHAN

Movies:

m... I'm more a book-person, meaning if something has to stay firm in my mind it will for sure be a text, a character or a stylistics than a movie (you know, emotions remember, eyes forget...) but I can also for sure remember of:

movie that has turned and completely changed my life:

the cult movie of my childhoood:

movies that moved my soul for years:

the consolation movie:

kind of movie I will never refuse:

movies I can always watch again and again:

the movie of faith:

plus - I will for sure always watch a movie with:
or or or or

Television:



Books:

ANY text of:

my own personal... Jesus, catcher in the rye, Fat Lady, Zooey Glass, Holden Caulfield:

his stylistics is able to kill me. softly. of course.

and - of course! - THE BOOK OF MY LIFE:

Heroes:

Buddha
Dave Mr. Indestructible Gahan - because (as someone has already quite reasonable stated) HE IS UNDYING

My Details

Status: Single
Here For: Friends
Orientation: Asexual
Hometown: Sofia
Body Type: Athletic
Ethnicity: White/Caucasian
Religion: some kind of buddhism
Zodiac Sign: Aries
Smoke / Drink: No/Yes
Children: Some day
Education: University degree
Occupation: DVD author

My Blog

aseksualnost v bylgaria

tozi blog e izkliuchenie - nai-malko poradi 2 prichini: ne obicham da izpolzvam latinica za pisane na bylgarski - no myspace ne poddyrzha za syzhalenie kirilicata za postvane v blog area-ta i posle -...
Posted by A on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 10:40:00 PST

here SHE is!

till I saw her... I just imagined what it feels like to... be "on hallowed ground"now I KNOW what it ISand I adore her. for bringing me there. for keeping me there. for letting me touch...
Posted by A on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 02:22:00 PST

insomnia - any tips?...

so, insomnia... again. third night in the row. it's always the same: 2 hours of sleep. and then - that choking pulse!... the whole body is just duying for sleep, the eyes burn so badAND - you just CAN...
Posted by A on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 04:36:00 PST

I don’t like the girls today!

my "friends" girls - in particular. and with rare passion. I haven't believed I'll ever be able to get such an attitude to a girl - because I DO believe in and love women's sensibility and inner stren...
Posted by A on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 04:50:00 PST

baby brother’s wedding

to see - almost 3 months delay, but yet: pictures are uploaded alreadywe had some hardships during this adventure (of course, otherwise what adventure would it be! ) - I lost my bodice, couldn't set f...
Posted by A on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 05:26:00 PST

girls and boys... again!

sitting here once again - and just making thoughts...my friend told me yesterday about the hard time she's having with her husband she severed... though she's really trying to keep regular relationshi...
Posted by A on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 03:54:00 PST

the closing movie...

it's over...  just once again. and - once again, I just haven't seen at least my own minimum of wished movies: I missed Kurt Cobain: About a Son, missed In memoria di me, Larmar och gor sig till,...
Posted by A on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 10:42:00 PST

cinemania! again!

the pleasure creeps again, m :)it started today! the opening movie for me:   I haven't seen a russian movie for so long time! and that guy was just a pure genius. he made me see Alexander Sergee...
Posted by A on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 02:12:00 PST

my vampire identity!

Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as ArmandYour the mysterious type only those close to you know the truth about who you really are Armand ...
Posted by A on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 01:35:00 PST

small talk

all four of them really! great actors! I've really thought we only have actors able to make you see evil "with no make-up" and want to die. but that! that was& a great warm surprise  as someone unexp...
Posted by A on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 12:45:00 PST