Self Destruction - ProfilesArchive

About Me

When I die, show no pity,
send my soul to Juggalo city,
dig my grave six feet deep,
put two matches by my feet,
put two hatchets on my chest,
and tell my homies i did my best.
when you are born, you begin living, and when you are born you also begin dying.perhaps living and dying are the same thing.
Hello World,
Suck the life from my voice
And breathe it back into yourself
The worst part about being lied to is knowing you're not worth the truth.
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
-- i HATE who i've become
-- name: katie uptain
-- just feel free to just call me whatever you want
-- i HAVE a boyfriend; his name is Chris.
-- So dont hit on me.
-- im so busy trying to go back, i cant seem to move ahead.
-- i totally and completely believe that aliens exist
-- i am very indecisive.
-- i like playing guitar and piano.
-- im realllly really into art and writing.
-- quelquefois, je parle francais.
-- i am a really random person
-- i tend to have an abrasive personality and im very blunt
-- i speak my mind and may come off as a really rude person at times
-- im actually a really nice person
-- i dont know the difference between right and wrong
-- i dont like to follow rules and i dont set goals
-- i can be really impulsive. wreckless. careless.
-- i dont usually think before i act.
-- either you love me or you hate me. there isnt really any in-between
-- i can be shy at first, but if you know me, im REALLY not
-- if you mess with me, ill hate you.
-- if you mess with my friends, ill despise you.
-- however much people screw me over, i usually end up giving them a second chance
-- i hate myself for that.
-- im very complex, but simple to understand if you try.
-- i have yet found a way to deal with my faults even though they drive me crazy
-- i tend to get into trouble too often
-- i am very stubborn. i dont give into things easily and i refuse to lose.
-- i like star wars and harry potter and stuff like that. yeah, im a loser.
-- got a problem with that? who cares.
-- i really dont care what people think about me
-- im not gonna change myself just to please you
-- music is my life. without it, id die
-- my friends mean the world to me also and im so glad ive met every single one of them.
-- without them, id be lost ♥
Create your own Friend Test here

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i've met the only one worth meeting :]
Chris Roberts ♥

01.16.08

Heroes:

this is addison. my best friend. i appreciate how he's always been there through thick and thin for me. he's saved my life numerous times and he's one of the best friends anyone could ever even IMAGINE.
my cousin richie. he has awesome taste in music and he's cooler than youll most likely ever be.
arin and addison. they crack me up. theyre amazing
this kid, aaron, is one of the best friends ive ever known. he actually listens to and CARES about everyone. AND he's really funny :)
my sister Amy and her boyfriend Robby. they are up here cuz theyre just that frickin awesome. I used to fight with Amy a lot but now things are starting to get better and she's actually cool now. haha and Robby..well.. i guess i was forced into liking him. but thats okay with me =]
shawn. best bassist ive ever known and a really good friend as well. he sucks though cuz he moved to canada.
steevee, steevee, steevee. he says this is the picture thats gonna make him famous haha i miss him =<[br />
sonny moore. he is a god.
kristian marie. still considered one of my best friends, even though i barely see her anymore =[

My Blog

SCHEDULE FOR SEMESTER 2 OF ’08

1 photography [granillo] 2 geometry [cronin] 3 dig. design 2 [hanson] 4 novels [unckles] 5 us history [fenner] 6 acoustic guitar [proff] ...
Posted by Self Destruction on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 09:11:00 PST

im still obsessed with this..

Until the day I dieI'll spill my heart for you, for youUntil the day I dieI'll spill my heart for youAs years go byI race the clock with youBut if you died right nowYou know that I'd die tooI'd die to...
Posted by Self Destruction on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 02:57:00 PST

In Memory.

amazing song. This feeling never dies. The fever never breaks.It shakes under your skin, and drips across your face.It speaks to me, telling me you're terrified of this disease, cause you look ...
Posted by Self Destruction on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 11:41:00 PST

pretty much

EVERY single Armor For Sleep song..yeah. i was reading all of their lyrics. i can relate to most of those songs. whether its just a hard time im going through, losing a loved one, or having friends pa...
Posted by Self Destruction on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 08:44:00 PST

more poems

GAME OVER So this is how it feels to be played Sitting here alone feeling betrayed Nothing you said to me was true Making me wonder why I ever believed you Now I know you're just a liar Breaking me do...
Posted by Self Destruction on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 08:49:00 PST

random

The World Trade Center towers used to have two zip codes, 10047-10048, one for each building. It takes 3,000 cows to supply the NFL with enough leather for a year's supply of footballs. If the populat...
Posted by Self Destruction on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 07:49:00 PST

i fucked up

i fucked myself over. i fucking suck. i cant ever fucking forgive myself.
Posted by Self Destruction on Fri, 25 May 2007 08:43:00 PST

attempting to cohere my incoherent thoughts [this is deep]

This was from last year. I just found it again. Surprisingly, I dont feel this way all that much anymore. But I still wanted to post it. This was my view on life. This is what I li...
Posted by Self Destruction on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 07:21:00 PST

vita brevis...lippen por nada

as i pass away the hours while laying on your grave, i whisper to the flowers, to the ground they are a slave. shadows cover the roses, keeping them from bloom, through the door that never closes, y...
Posted by Self Destruction on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 09:14:00 PST

HOW TO ANNOY PEOPLE !!!!!!!

HOW TO BE ANNOYING ive done....almost all of these things. all of them except some of the roomate ones. try some of them out : ] its fun Adjust the tint on your tv so that all the people a...
Posted by Self Destruction on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 08:36:00 PST