I will only love one guy n this world.but every since we had that bad break up things will never be the same between us. but god knows i love this fucking oy. i will do anything for him. but its not the same relationship its not the same bond we had before. we use to be happy with 1 another there would be less fussing we dont do to much fightin not less we are playing. but my hurt is stinking and drained out because he broke up with me and had another baby by this stupid ugly assbitch name jessica and i sware on my grandmother and my son i will kill this bitch if she ever try to come between us also i really dont think he meant for any of this to happen and if he did god bless him anyway cause shit happens but im tired of being hurt. but its gonna be okay is what everyone tell me but how can it ever be right between us is my question to him? love is a strong powerful word and i use it only when i really mean it. our love was deep at 1 point of timew but then things got rectless. then he said lets give us another try. i thought things would go back to normal but they didnt and here i am today still pushing to get through all the bad times we have had and just thank god that he still tryna make it work. i really think we were meant but just not right now. but i cant leave him hes my inspiration just like i am his motivation, but mayb he dont look at us like that but thats how i feel about him so like i said its only 1 guy in this world who has my goldne heart so fuck all these other dudes or fake as gansters i got a real bad boy a oyg 1000blk piru bad boy and im his rube for life so all u other bitches hope off his dick cause its owned! i was a good girl at 1 time but hey now im a good girl gone bad....