..REST IN PEACE MY ANGELSRIP JOSHUA DAVID. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEARTI can’t seem to rest my mind or fall asleep for more than a moment at a time. I keep having nightmares about this tragedy and find myself waking up to reality in fear with tears in my eyes praying that this isn’t real..this cant be real. I’ve never experienced such grief in my life. At times it’s so hard just to breathe knowing that ill never see your face again. I try to keep my head up high and be strong just because I know that’s what you would want me to do. I close my eyes just to imagine that bright smile of yours to pull me through this. Even though I know you’re watching over me I wish you were standing beside me. i wish i could just yell to you with excitement "Joshua David!..Joshua David!!" one last time. Every moment that goes by all I think about are all of the memories we’ve had together throughout our lives. Thank you for always being there when I needed you the most even if it entailed you riding your razor to my house or driving home from San Diego. Thank you for sitting with me in the back of ms. Andersons class on the first day of school. Thank you for always putting goofy letters on my car to cheer me up. Thank you for never missing a single dance competition. Thank you for flooding my guest house when you were drunk and left the shower running. Thank you for always being my partner in crime ; ) Thank you for always approving my homecoming dresses. thank you for listening to all of my ridiculous boy problems throughout the years. Thank you for burning me my first CD “DJ paradise†Thank you for holding my hair back the first time I ever got drunk. Thank you for being the first one to ride in my silvaudi. Thank you for always being my swing dance partner at every bar/bat mitzvah. Thank you for letting me be apart of your big move in day. Thank you for helping colley and I search for those damn havaianas for two hours when we were completely intoxicated! Thank you for teaching me how to skateboard and then taking me to the hospital when I fell and sprained my wrist attempting to do it. Thank you for being a member of the infamous cracker club. Thank you for all of the sleepovers. Thank you for sneaking out with me countless times. Thank you for never forgetting to call me at midnight on my birthday. Thank you for letting me have the opportunity to be apart of your family and always have a second home to go to. Thank you for all of the memories throughout our youth. But most of all thank you for being a part of my life throughout all of these years. You've impacted me in a way that no one else ever will. Ill never be the same knowing that I’ve lost you but I will forever and always treasure you and our friendship in my heart and never let go of all of the memories. i love you and miss you dearly."LIVE THE LIFE"Rest in peace my lil bro Joshua David Spearshttp://www.10news.com/news/13812768/detail.html
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