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SeCrEtLy FaLLiNg iN LoVe WiTh MySeLf!!! TRY IT.*******sleeping.....(when I die) stilettos, red wine, and smooth jazz; BUT MOST OF ALL-- dAnCiNg and yes, I almost forgot, I WAS BORN TO MAKE YOU HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Don't ever forget THAT. horses and dogs are my favorite, musicals and plays,ice-skating, chicago, new york, london, shoes, the library, eyes,color pink, loud live music, rain and snow when i sleep, fireplace, lions and tigers, body spray, scrubs, boyshorts, motorcycles, dancing, sleeping, thrillers, prisons, psychology, madonna, cemeteries, drug addictions, healthy healings, boots, wicked games, crazy love, intelligent people, zoos and safari's, swimming, red wine, flowers, monopoly, sega, lips, hospitals,cheese pizza, belmont and clark, photography, butterflies, halloween, serial killers, nerds, voices, winks, kisses, wicker park, nintendo, soccer, jeans, suspenders, snowboarding; Can't get Enough? Wanna know more...... Let's see-(updated last:2005) I go to school full-time and I will probably continue to go until I earn a zillion degrees- I love to learn new things. I graduate this semester and plan on going to grad school in the fall. I have a bunch of part time jobs all over the place;I work at a hospital with drug addicts, people there detox from alcohol and drugs. I love it -- I've meet so many interesting people. You can put me in a room with a suicidal patient and I bet I can change their thinking with enough time. I work at a doctor's office where I draw blood, check vitals, and all those other things that get done to you before you see a doctor. I work at express for men- whenever I want more hours. I volunteer at a crisis center where I talk to troubled strangers who ask for suggestions. Stories range from rape and drug addictions to violence, prisons, and suicide. Besides all that...I do various modeling gigs. Product promotions and print work, spokesmodeling, and tradeshows. Hairshows, etc........ Numerous websites and talent agencies.(all available upon request) I have NO interest in Nudity of any kind. So please don't ask. It's just not for me. I don't judge people on what they do or where they come from because I, myself am NOT perfect. Sometimes I want to save the world and it drives me crazy knowing how unrealistic that is.......that's when I go to sleep.My other problem: I like to do it all. good things and bad things, things that are dangerous, things that might be illegal, things that can get me in trouble; I can watch anything, listen to anything, see anything, do anything- and I can still be happy. I have favorites but manage to get by with anything. It's weird-- I get along with nerds, bimbos, inmates, jocks, gangsters, etc....I know- somethings wrong. I can act ditsy if I want to, I can be a little thugish and listen to some ghetto shit, I can blow your mind away with my intelligence and I can make you cry when I cry. I can make the room shine when its gloomy and dark. I bet I can make you smile when you're having a shitty day. It's a gift. I got pukked on, stalked, pooped on almost-- by this cute grandpa at a nursing home (when I was shaving him, he stood up and there it was, it fell- I swear -so close to my shoe).....I got jumped for a starter jacket by a gang of 20, I saw someone die right in front of me, I heard stories that gave me nightmares, I saw many dead bodies- even disected them; I cleaned many butts as a nursing assistant. I was a lifeguard at a pool. I worked in a banquet hall as a server, worked in a bakery; etc.......... There is nothing in this world that can shock me; it can only surprise me. I have seen enough and heard even more. Yet, I still want more.